1 more day to 2006

1 more day left for 2005... and we are really welcoming the brand new year....

New Year resolution..?
1. as usual, I want to be Happy every single day! that is the easiest and most convenient resolution to have, as it will encompass everything that is necessary to be happy!

2. be super nice to my family and bring us closer and closer

3. i wanna make more $ to give my family a more comfortable life

4. take good care of my health.. no migraine! no flu! no aching knees and backs

5. to lead a more meaningful life... how? I am not sure either. maybe i will find the answers in 2006, so i can do it in 2007??? hahaha

well.. time really flies... i hate to see it go like this.. i be 26 real soon... i have been breathing oxygen on this planet for 26 years! wow!! hope i will have greater achievements next year... it is supposed to be my lucky year... hope it is true!

Whatever it is... lets just hope i am happy for at least 365-12= 352 days for 2006 ( i allocated 12 days for my pms. ha! i cant defeat mother nature what...)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Negeri Sembilan Trip (27-28 Dec 05)

Yes... these are some of the pictures which I took at NS, Seremban. The architectural roof in the 1st picture is an icon for NS...
The 2nd picture shows a town Jalan Lobak, a street littered with eateries.. an old old town.

and the mountains! look at the majestic mounts.. captured them from my hotel rooms... as i mentioned.. i love cloudy mountains.. looks like a picture... sooo fascinating... u believe that these are taken from our neighbouring Malaysia? Hehe.. nice huh?

along the way... saw many houses in the forests... i cant believe any1 living in those conditions. For me, i dont think i can live in such conditions. I admired the bravery of such people.. i think i will feel oh-so-scare to live in such environment... we Singaporean are really lucky coz we are living so comfortably... we really need to treasure everything we have in Sgp eh?

I have great friends...

my friends... i have a strong urge to thank my friends at this moment.....

Carel... some1 whom i have been arranging to meet up for several months... but somehow i always cant make it... i really feel bad for missing my dates with her.. and i am really grateful that she is soo patient and understanding towards me.... the world really need more such people.. if its some people.. i guess they will not friend me anymore...
Yes.. i muz make sure I meet up with her this sat!!! Thanks Carel!! I really appreciate your friendship alot!

And for the rest of my friends who have suffered such nonsense from me (eg, missing my dates with you)... i am really sorry... and appreciate your understanding!

Ok... 1 of my New Year resolution is... to uphold all my appointments with my friends!!! Cya soon! :D

2nd chance

Today.... was the death anniversary of my grandma.... she passed away when i was 18 (if i not wrong.... i am bad with dates...) so.. its already been...7 years?!?! time really flies... i still remember visiting her when i was small... how she always wanna give us food... coz she very scare people hungry 1.. hehe
juz now looked at her photo... been quite awhile since i saw her/picture... bring back some nice memories....
she is a very nice lady... i hope she is resting in peace now...

then was playing with my cousin's daughter who is at 7 this year.. wah... she damn jialat... we played some board games together.. like snake and ladder (Wow!! so long never play it... quite fun actually) and that ger!!! is a cheater! she play cheat all the way! amazing kids nowasday... in my heart.. i wanna lecture her..." why u play cheat so much?? like that play games.. meaningful meh??? like that u win liao... honourable meh???? cant u juz play properly???"
but i kept telling myself... "oh shes juz a small kid.... pls forgive her...".
so i forgave her... and let her play cheat all the way... hahaa.. let her win lah.....

then... something bad happened... wanna bring my mama to a good dinner.. then as we entered the restaurant..
pop... wah lau..
my mama fell down... sighz... i was quite frantic at that point of time... coz its the last thing i want that to happen... i feel so bad......
if i havent suggest going to that place eat... then she wont fall down.. why did i suggest that?!?!
but afterall, its an accident.. which noone can prevent... maybe if she didn't fell there.. she might fall somewhere else???
My whole objective was juz to let her eat a good dinner.. but sigh... such a thing happen... hope there r no serious injuries on her.. sigh... i muz take good care of my mama... my heart so pain... 555555.....

This accident set me thinking...
"If i didn't suggest going there... she might not fall?" If i can turn back the clock, i would not suggest goin there... i would hold tight to her and make sure she walked properly.. can rewind?

But... NO WAY... we all know we cant turn back the clock... if any1 is given a 2nd chance, i would think he/she is very lucky.... if u missed it 1st time... u cannot miss the 2nd chance...
Any1 who have a 2nd chance, pls treasure it!! and for those who havent miss the 1st chance, pls make sure u treasure it well.

我可怜的妈妈。。。

thank you for yr greeting... take care too..

Before I make a move.... i juz wanna say....
I GOT AN SMS AGAIN!!!!!
haha.. though abit boring lah... but.... better than nothing rite??? kekek

7.04pm: thank you for yr greeting... take care too.. /zchen

Peaceful Boxing Day

Last year this time... I was at hualien (Taiwan).. times flies.... so fast 1 year already....

anyway.. my main point was... we were watching news... and saw the tsunamis news... but at that time.... we wasnt really aware of how serious this disaster is.... My god!!! It really is SERIOUS! I really cant believe how a wave of water could be sooo damaging that it claimed so many lives.... just like a movie plot.... scary! I hope nothing like this will happened again... bless the world with peace and love.....

Hope Mother Earth will be kinder to us, Human....

Oh well... I be goin Msia for a SHORT trip tomorrow... how short is it??? Well... go on tues.. come back on wed... is it short enough??? Yes... so I wont b blogging tomorrow.. pls dun miss me... u need to have a life, beside reading my blog ok?

Ya.. i know i know.... but.... I need a break too... pls let me have a short break 1st... then i will have more inspiration to blog more interestingly... ok???
pls await my return....

oh come on! its only 1 day!

Guess who is this???

My neighbour?? no....
My schoolmate?? no....
My colleague?? no....
My brother?? no.....

It’s my ZChen!!!!
hahaa... his picture of the past... he looked soo.. young n green huh?? hehehe

thinking prince

What a lovely pic! I love this pic alot.....

He is thinking highly.....
i mean... he is up in the sky.... sky high mah... and he is thinking... so think highly lah! hahaha

such an artistic pic... maybe next time i shd do the same pose as him! haha... provided I am on a plane....

so when will i b flying again?????

Seasons greeting from my PrinceZ!

Hohoho.... got my xmas greeetings from my beloved prince....

Merry Xmas my 智成！！！

1257pm: i'm fine here thank you... wish you merry christmas... /zchen
1.04pm: hohoho.. thanks you for yr greeting... merry christmas too.. /zchen

Merry Xmas!!!!

Helooo! Its Xmas Eve today....

Taking this chance.. i would like to wish every1 to have an enjoyable day!!!

I am NOT a christian.. so I dont really celebrate it....
but it is a day of sharing, a day of remembering your family and friends...

Ok, enough said... for the moment....
Pls remember all your family and friends ...

Yup, I have changed my blog song to a very soothing song... 保佑我... means... bless me....

I hereby bless myself, and every1!!!

Merry Xmas!!!

senile woman, am i?

is something wrong with me????
These days.. i kept doing silly things.....

1st... 2 days ago... i went to post office to foot my bill... then... when the staff presented me with the Net machine for me to press my pin number... my mind was a blank!! i cant recall my pin number!!! wah lau eh.... 1st thing such thing happen.. its so scary to lose memory.... but finally.... after some struggle... i stil rem my hand movement.. so managed to recalll back my pin number.....

2nd... yesterday.. i thought i saw my fren... and went to talk to her... i was in fact telling her this shop cheat $ coz they sell things at very high price... then she seems shock.. then i look at the ger.. alamak!! wrong person.... 1st time i so blur... go talk to wrong person somemore....

3rd.. i alighted at the wrong bus stop... after living in bt batok for...... close to 20 years....

am i going senile at such a young age??? tis is scary... i think i need some tonic to nourish my overworked brain.....

what shd i do now?

Yes... I am feeling very light hearted now... why??? Coz today... is my last day of work for 2005... Yes... the days that I have been waiting for are finally here!! and hope that fr this moment onwards... time will crawl slowly...
10 days ahead of me... hope i be able to spend them.. happily..?

It's a big pity that I am not goin taiwan with Irene... else... I could have go see my Z! hehehe..

Hmmmm.. today i did a damn silly thing... that is.... i alighted at the wrong busstop! Geez... at my house area somemore... as it was very dark... so i thought my stop is next... so pressed the bell... walked down.. then suddenly realised.. hey.. why so dark? where is the stairs? how come its all grass??? then.. i realised.... i have alighted one stop earlier!!! geeez... so i began my marathon back home.... quite far.. and it was drizzling.. and i was carryin my not-light lappy... wah... work out man.... why am i soooo silly?????

At this point of time.. i am having a problem... i dont know what to do now!!! hahaa.. this happens when you have too much time in your hand... keke.. but then... i dont mind.. i really dont mind... ahahhaa
should i watch my z's videos AGAIN???

Wonderful Wednesday

I had quite a good day yesterday... maybe its bcoz xmas is really coming soon... xmas plus my shutdown... meaning... i dont need to work for 10 days!!!! yahooo.. what can beat that??? The last time i have such a long break was like.. in jan-feb 2004... when I was unemployed. ohh... how wonderful! i can slack again! hahaa

anyway.. yesterday went to meet Joelyn for lunch @ BUgis!! haha.. and i only went back office ard 3... yes... 12-3.... shhhh hehehee it was great.. though it is against the principle of HJS project. I spent $7.4o on lunch alone... booo hooo hoooo....

Came back office... wasnt really in the mood to work.. so i surfed around!! wahahaa blah blah blah.....
oh 6!!! its time for me to knock off! Quickly grabbed my stuff and run... meeting ah tat for dinner and alittle bit of xmas shopping....
then while i was on the bus... my msian hp vibrate.... geeezz!! is it...... HIM?????
Yes!!! its really him! so happy!!!! and u know what??? He wished me Merry xmas (though its a bit early lah....) and he addressed me "jane"!!!! yes.... the 4 letter word! hahaa... but look at his 1st msg lah.... may ur day come true??? what!!! hahaha
6.21pm: hi, jane. merry xmas, may all ur day come true!! /zchen
1 minute later... he realised his mistake.. so he sent me another sms... this time correct.... DREAM... hahaha but u see... at least... he checked the msg after sending out... sooooooo sweeeeeet!!! ehehe
6.22pm: hi, jane. merry xmas.. may all ur dream come true!!/ zchen

then.. 6 minute later... another msg from him! hahaha i asked him abt the Just Once MV ending.. abt which 1 he like most... and did u notice the smily face he inserted at the back??? he smiled at me leh!!!!! wowwwwwww! hahahaha i am goin crazy!!!
6.28pm: i like 3 ending, haaa!! v vil know the result next year:) /zchen

ok.... reached orchard... ah tat was stil at borders... tuck cheying... so i slipped into isetan to look at what i can buy for my family for xmas.... then ... accidentally.. i stepped into Mango.. yes.. the sales is still on... then saw a jacket... which i liek..... ended up... buying the jacket.. and 1 top.. which cost me $78!! booohooohooo..... another blow to HJS project....

Then... went Ajisen to have dinner.. as the foodcourt was packed to the brim... and yes.. dinner cost me another $15..... haizzzzzzzzzzz

I can only say.... What is happening to me?!?!?!?!?!?
I think i will need to renew my contract after all.. spending $ is really my deepest passion... hehee

Time: 5.39pm

Time: 5.39pm
hi.. thank you... all the best to you too.. /zchen

Need i say more????
hehe

Can u smell 2006?

wow... look at the calendar... 2 more weeks... byebye 2005! hello 2006! ....
time flies.... its another year again... my 25th year on this planet... a quarter of the century.... wow..... I am old!!!

Anyway... so how have 2005 been for me???

Lets see.... what are the highlights of 2005....

January... came back from my 3 weeks long taiwan trip... learnt 2 things...
1. Taiwan is a beautiful place and I wanna go back again!
2. It really aint easy to live with some1... been through many ups and DOWNS juz for that 3 weeks, and learnt how much i missed my family, home, and Singapore. ... how i wish i can live forever with my parents.... salute to the couples who can live happily ever after.... u r really lucky!!!! Lesson learnt.. I must treasure my family and time at home.

Oh... January... also... i went to see my ZChen! Haha.. yes.. He was here for a charity show (Renci). To get tix for the event... i donated $80!! The 1st time in my life that I donated such a huge amount in a single day!! But for Z... and also.. I think Renci is the more sincere charity shows in town... so its worth supporting! Then... I took my 1st photo with him... hehee... treasured that picture alot!! (Though he looked so tired!)

Went to Bangkok in June... but it was only an ok trip. Coz did nothing except shopping. I never even see a single elephant!! :( I would love my trip to be a mixture of shopping and sightseeing...

August... ZChen released his 快乐 album in Singapore. Yes, the album which I have been anticipating for the longest time! It was rumoured to be out in May... and I waited til 24th Aug.. when I finally laid my hands on it....

Oct... of coz its my ZCHEN month! hahaa.. chase n chase him.... yes... it is definately 1 of my happiest days in 2005. I think I dont need to comment too much on the events. Pls refer to my previous blogs... ehehe

hmmm.. seems that I dont have much highlights this year.. except ZCHEN ZCHEN and more ZCHEN!!! hahaha....

Well.. yes... made some new friends this year... dint lost any... haha

Anything else?????
Well.. i will update when i think of them... geeezz.....

snipe snipe... and its gone!

As some of u may be concerned abt my new hair cut... i can only say....
i could have looked better....

I have lost my nu ren wei overnite!!!
nu ren wei=womanly scent....

Now i am the girl next door!

Haha...

The sunglasses makes me look cooler... and the mask makes me look more mysterious...

erm... nothing nothing...

Hes reading my msgs now!!!

I juz gotten 2 replies from my princeZ!!! wahahaha.. so happy... he maybe still reading my msgS!!! lets see if there r more replies..... waiting.. waiting.....

hehehe..... cutie cutie princez!!!

jas bcareful when u watch, or not boss vil scold u!haaa!! of coz, v vil hav chance 2 meet again. /zchen

(My msg to him was...Juz nw while working, i secretly wactch d videos i took of u. shh. suddenly feel very happy. Haha so i c u thrice tis year. What abt 2006? hope alot more!)

dun worry, i vil take good k of myself. u 2 k? /zchen

Why huh??? My prince's eyesight got problem??? why he kept typing V as W??? it's different leh!!! kekeke.. but... since i am soooo smart... i know what he means... he he....

我準備好了...你呢

The posts that my emperor had posted last week... hehe
He is currently on leave and in Taiwan... Hope he will have a great break! and come back recharged for the brand new 2006!

時間：2005/12/12 16:42
天很冷, 距離上一張listen to me在台北發行到現在已經2年.不知道明年初發新專輯的計畫是否能夠落實?我是已經準備好了, 不知道各方面的人事物是否還是正常的進行著? 一起等吧!
-------------------------- Z-Chen(2005/12/13 05:05)
回應:我比較貪心, 人數不夠多不復出...哼!! 要確定像2003年那樣的熱鬧..不然冷宮你們會讓皇上我來嗎??
-------------------------- Z-Chen(2005/12/16 09:49)
回應:嘿嘿!很久沒有感受那麼冷的天氣啦!受不了辣..頻頻找熱湯喝..太久沒回來,赫然發現家裡好多食用品都過期了, 還好大家送我的暖暖包還用的著, 大家多多上來分享, 沒時間的就叫人代勞. 好嗎?最近在聽'輕鬆玩'的專輯, 是一張好專輯, 有空去買來聽...感謝很多一路以來給我支持的媒體, 很感動. 希望大家可以繼續為好音樂說話, 你們的一句真話會給我很大很大鼓勵.我想大家也是時候一起學習'看清'什麼是有實力和什麼是來鬧來混的人, 買專輯看演唱會也要看有料有誠意的, 如果只靠人起趕著賺錢的, 改版加料如果沒必要的話, 你們就不要隨波逐流囉! 記得還有很多值得我們支持的歌手阿!!!唸完了..

Know how much I support my princez??? come closer.. let me tell u a secret... come come....

Everytime i go harborfront for lunch.. and if i go into the cd shop there.. i will look out for my z's album. That shop always stack cd after cd... so only some cds get exposed... so what i do is... hehehe
everytime i will HELP to move my Z's cd up... hahhahaaa... how can hide good things up??? cant be soo selfish 1! Must learn to share.....

Yes!!! Nobody can put my Z's happiness behind!!! It should be the number 1 cd!!! at least to me... so if the shops dont display it as I liked... im sorry... i have to take the initiative.... kekeke

忘年

歌曲名称：忘年

所属专辑：May I Love U
所属歌手：张智成

搁着双手不抱紧　
如何感受你的心
捂住耳朵不倾听　
怎么能窥探出你心中的小秘密
时间挡不 住爱情　
皱纹流成了小溪
勇敢地飞翔在人群里　
说爱你　我爱你
(Chorus）
我可以忘了你的年纪　
可以忘了自己身体
可以忘了空气不只用来呼吸　
我不理 当爱还在努力面对一切问题
什么都忘了　忘了忘记你

poor friday

So finally, its Friday nite again... my fave time of the week.... the time when I can stay late... and smiled to myself about how late i can wake up tomorrow... Yes!!! 10??? 11????? shiok!!!

My HJS campaign suffered a major blow today... sigh....

Just went to cut hair which pooren me by 31.50... and contact lense which pooren me by 70... so total.. is 101.50!!! Juz for a nite... damnzzzz... why is it that it is always sooo ez to spend $... but so hard to earn them?? Cant it be the other way round meh????

Oh!! and i 4got abt the make up remover n cleanser.. which cost me another....7.90+7! argghhhh

yes.. i am still very much in the HJS project mode ...

Juz now when i went to buy my contact lense.. i told the guy that i am moon's fren (Moon is a staff of that shop and she will always give me good discount).. and made sure he charge me cheap... and give me 1 extra pair... hehehe..
then he packed them up..... but he never give me any free solution...
hmmm.. but solution is money also leh... if dun have.. lugi leh.....
so i thicken my skin and asked him... hey got free solution anot?
and haha!!! i got my free solution.....

See... u muz always think of ways to spend as little money as possible... really.. if u try... it is a mission possible!

how long can it last?

Recently... i have a new passion.. that is to spend as little money as I can.. and save as much money as i can!
hahaa... as I have the possibility of becoming unemployed in March... and I wana take a 1 mth break.. so i really need the $ to survive.. so now... I will need to thrift as much as I can...

the campaign started yesterday... Told my colleague.. lets go to this hawker centre and eat... coz its cheaper.... then i ordered yong tau foo... but it costed me $2.70! expensive leh!! i was aiming at 2.50 or below... sighz.. then i ordered a can of drink somemore... another $1... my lunch 3.70 leh!!! so expensive... told myself.. cant! next time dun order drinks liao.....

today... went foodcourt and eat.... its amazing.. its the 1st time that i actually scrutinised the prices of the food. Usually i will see what i fancy and juz order. Today I actually looked at the prices of the food... and think to myself.. "wah.. they are all so exp... anything $3 or less???"
no... foodcourt mah....
in the end.. ordered mee hoon kuah.... which cost me 3.50! wah.. exp leh!!!!

I wonder how long my thrift will last... hope it will last long enough for me to gather some survival fund for at least 1 month...

If theres any1 who is interested to donate to the HJS fund, you can do so.. contact me today!!!
(btw... HJS means Help Jane Survive)

Remember... I am saving up my money! Dont tempt me with any sales or what ok!!
Your kind cooperation will be deeply appreciated... :)

my idols.....

this morning.. while on my way to work.... think alot.... yes.. i am a thinker....

think abt my friends who have been with me for a long long time...

think abt the idols i have through out my life...

think abt my family....

yes.. u r rite... my bus trip is 1 hour long.. thats why i am able to think so much!

haha... ok... and i decided to share with u abt my idols 1st! :P

throughout my life... there are some singers whom i really got crazy over....

the very 1st is a local singer... called 田劲. think many of u wont know who he is... i was crazy over him when i was in primary school... think pri 4?? yes yes... i started young ok..... hehee

think his songs are great and his dance very nice.. i can still rem some of the songs he sing.. like 我真得用心爱你" "就是要爱你“， blah blah blah...its amazing that i can stil rem most of the lyrics for "我真得用心爱你". 10+ years.. and i can still remember.... haha...
and suddenly i remembered something... i did attend 1 of his concert... yes.. my dad brought me there... oh.. now i suddenly recalled how much my papa doted me... to give me what i want...touching huh? yes... i must remember to dote on my papa as much as he doted me...

often i think.. when are parents the happiest? i would think.. its when their kids are still small. thats when they can have the company of their kids almost 100%... as their kids grow up (and wings harden), interaction with their parents are cut down. their kids need to devote time to work lah.. friends lah... etc... time spent with parents are really shortened... are our parents feeling upset because of these? Yes, pls remember to spend more times with your parents...

okok.. back to idol topic...
my 2nd idol is Mark Owen from Take That... the group was really hot that time! think i must be when i am in sec 2.... was captivated when i saw the MV "Pray" as he sashayed down the beach.. he was so suave! He looks really good and cute... I remember again.. that i went to their concert too! haha.. with my brother this time... Was really desperate to go watch them.. but cant find any company... my friends are too poor that time... (but anyway.. i really 4got whether i paid for the concert tix.. or my dad sponsored me again???) I was the envy of my classmates.. coz i am the one and only person they know who go for Take That Concert! hahaa...

my 3rd idol was Ronan Keating of Boyzone... hahaa... found him very attractive... and i remembered... i won tix to meet them face to face.. wow! imagine my happiness that time. Yes... i even took a photo with him... its was like my most precious picture that time... so unbelievable! I was like in sec 3 or 4....

Gradually... i ceased to have any idols.... i have grown up and all.... from 16... all the way til.... 24

On a peaceful day in July 2004, I went to the zpop concert.. that was when i was addicted to my ZChen! haha that night.. really think he stands out from the crowd... as in he was able to captivate me with his live singing.. he was 1 of the few earlier performers.. and i can tell u... after his singing... i could not concentrate on other performers.. i was thinking abt zchen.. and the wonderful performance he gave earlier...

The next day.. i went to buy his SaveZ album.. ever since that.. i am hooked... wow... so i have been his big big fan for ... 1.5 year... and still counting (strongly).. U know.. some idols.. the more u know him.. maybe the more sian u will get... but Z is different. He let us understand how much he struggle in the industry.. which make us (his fans) to be more supportive of him.. and likewise, he used the strength of us to pull him up when he wanna give up. he is really a special artiste, who deserved my support for him alot!

Oh yes.. i am going to be 26 next yr... next mth... and i am still engaged in this chase-idol thingy. haha... i cant help it leh.. how?? If you cant beat them, follow them... yes! i wont be beaten.. so what u can do is follow me in chasing my Z! hahaha

p/s: Noticed that all my idols are not very tall.. kekeke

Ok.. its a longggggg blog man.. geez... i better go back to my excel spreadsheets!
Nex time will tell u abt my dearest friends...

*wave to my fans* :P

Good Morning Prince!

wah.. early in the morning... 10.37am!!! got this nice nice sms... from my beloved prince Z... hehee... ok lah.. think my day will fall in the right place now... hehehee

yup, u r rite.. fans supporting is very important. hav 2 thanks all of u.. /zchen

Btw... excuse me for my violent blog yesterday.. was really angry mah..... sometimes... when angry.. cant control... i am normally gentle and demure 1... dont worry.... i wont bite.. i only whisper softly... hehehe

My 皇上！

no matter how pissed i am.. i still have to type my Z's reply in.. at least.. it will brighten up my day and blog to some extent...
my life is not goin to be invaded by a smelly shitty forker....

2.36pm : no idea yet for new year... take k 2 /zchen

2.43pm : hope u grandpa get well soon... /zchen

Juz read from a paper report.. saying my Z is ill!! oh my god.... hope he get well soon! Have a good rest!!!

ASShole on the run

What an asshole my new boss is!!!
Yes.. i had juz changed my boss.. to a useless fellow... and i dunno why.. he kept throwing things to me..
He is a worm.. a pest.. some1 whom i dont even admire at all!!!

My 1st boss was the best.. but sadly... due to office politics.. somehow.. he was transferred to another dept... yes... politicking.. by his boss.. who is also my big boss.. yes.. another big ASShole!

Then changed to my 2nd boss.. who is quite a nice lady.. i have no complaints being under her... somehow she is comparable to my 1st boss... except that I am not on such good terms with her...

then last week... i was informed that i got an asshole as my new boss! wow!! thank god for the piece of shitty news!! but it aint as shitty as now!

juz for the span of 1 week maximum??? he had already thrown 2 tasks to me... what is he trying to do?? trying to load me so that I dun earn my salary so easily????
come on asshole... i have decided that i will leave HP once my contract is up... so the max i can help u is 2 mths plus... after that... pls prepare a bigger toilet bowl.. coz u need it for the shit that i am shitting back at u!

lousy fellow.... if hes smart.. i will still look up to him.. but the problem is... hes juz a brainless freak...

pls excuse my language.. coz i AM really PISSED now.....

Well.... Juz an hour ago.. i was stil quite happy... coz i got 2 sms from my Z.... but yes.. that asshole juz spoil everything....

haizzz..... 14 march.. pls come quick! i need to be released from this smelly toilet!!

Dear god, let me strike 4d tonite!!

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Dear god, let me strike 4d tonite!!

again!

hahaha!! Once again, i got my sms-es from my beloved prince tonite! wahaha.. oh my god... is he goin to reply me every day? I cant get used to it leh.. what if 1 day he dont reply, then i will feel uneasy....

but well.. anyway... i love his replys! so nvm... my prince.. u can continue sending me lah.. i am.. erm... ok 1 lah.... see... i m such an understanding ger!!!

10.21pm: i vil reply once i free, dun worry.. may ur day bright n happiness /zchen

10.41pm: hi, i had finished my china promo tour actually. everything is fine.. /zchen

u may tink i muz b happy til i blur.. wah... so many typo errors in my above msg...
WRONG!!! these typos are committed by my prince!
not me! i am innocent!!!!

well... he muz b too excited to reply me, thats why he abit kanchiong... haiz... what to do? I am such an idol.. even to my idol! He heeeeeeeee

Miss world...

I am watching "Miss World" now... and they invited the past winners to the show... and it dated back to many many years... n some of them have aged so much... u cant believe they are ex beauty queens..

this prove something... appearance can look good.. but it is not lasting.. so its really silly for people to look for partners who are pretty/handsome. they wunt last!!! What is more important is inner beauty, ie character-wise... tis have higher chance of durability (although I must say peoples character do change too)

Wow! Miss Philippines looks really good I must say! hahaha

《啟動智成一格音樂會》的嘉賓和主題：

集數
日期
嘉賓
主題
第1集
11月12日
品冠
本地創作
第2集
11月19日
年少
西洋風
第3集
11月26日
宇恆
今昔流行音樂
第4集
12月03日
溫力銘／林健輝
R&B
第5集
12月10日
菲比／阿飛／戴麗津
民歌餐廳歌手
第6集
12月17日
梁靜茹
情歌
第7集
12月24日
Astro新秀：曾國輝／符瓊音／劉潔琪
組合
第8集
12月31日
葉俊岑／陳威全／饒燕婷
翻唱歌曲
第9集
06年1月7日
辛偉廉／郭美君／童欣
香港連續劇主題曲
第10集
06年1月14日
彭學斌／李乃剛／周順成／李志清／陳秋霞
智成的歌手歲月

Yes!!!!

Yes!!!!! my beloved Z msg me again!!!
wow!!! he msg me EVERYDAy leh!!!! aint i lucky??? hehehe.. so happy....

thanks 4 telling me tis good news! /zchen

Perfect way to end my Saturday! hahaha.. hope i will get another reply from him... tomorrow.. kekekee

I am a lucky girl today!

Why?? Why am i lucky????

Coz i got 2 sms replys from my princeZ leh!!! not 1.. but 2!!! T-W-O!!! 2!!!!!

The 1st came at 11.54pm: depends on wat u like...beach? jungle? history town?... then make decision /zchen

the 2nd at 11.59pm: yup, i got ur sms. wish u a happiness weekend!! /zchen

wow wow!!! seee!!! 2 of them!!! haha.. u muz b wondering whats the 1st sms abt.. well sometimes ago.. ( I really mean some times.... 26th Nov leh!) i asked him where would he recommend for a msia trip. so today then i got his reply. Better be late than never! hahaha maybe now he is lookin through his archive to see which sms he should reply. hehe

I would like to admit something. Initially, I wasn't really sure whether he really reply to our msg individually. Maybe its just a general msg he send to all his fans. But I wouldn't blame him too.. hes so busy. If want him to reply to every individual msg... he dont need to sleep liao lah! But today.. it proves that he really reply to ME!!! as in the jungle reply.. hahaha... oh my god! he is so so soooo nice!!!!!! Yes, i cant help myself but to love him more n more... n more......

He is such a darling!!!

p/s: I knew today will be different.. when I managed to saw 2 monkeys near Bt Batok Nature Reserve. It's not everyday that I get to see monkeys ok! So 9 Dec.. is a lucky monkey day! haha!
*scratch scratch*

The importance of communication

Yes!! Communication is really important and vital. It is critical to get our thoughts and make sure the other party understand.. very important...

Let me give u an excellent example.

Today, I am supposed to buy dinner back. Called my mum.. ask her buy how many packs.. she said 2... (coz she assumed my dad will eat outside, yes.. she ASSUMED!).. so i happily come back with my 2 packets of delicious chicken rice...

*thunder roared*

My dad is back.. so there are now 3 person... to share 2 packs of chicken rice.... how how?????

Anyway.. see the beauty of communication???? My mum should tell my dad to eat outside mah!! wah lau.. how can she juz assume???

Ya.. many of us dont really communicate as well as we should. We should all learn to communicate and get our thoughts clear to the other parties... misunderstanding will be decreased.. the world will become prettier....

So start talking NOW!

The importance of communication

my dream came true!

what dream????? really came true meh????

Yes yes!!! my dream really came true....

U see... the nite before last, i had a dream. I dreamt that I recieved a long long reply from my beloved princeZ.

Then yesterday evening, at 5.41pm, my beloved sms me!!!

i'm fine here.. thank you for yr full support.. i'll try to do my best..take care too /zchen

wow!! see!!! he replied!!
Seee!!! its abit longer than last time!

My dream came true!! yahooooooo

the HOT lorry

Look!! My beloved is printed on a mini lorry. haha.. I wanna sit in this car....

Get a life!

hmmm.. feeling bored now....

But huh.. i got no topics to blog about leh..... how huh???

i got no feelings or inspirations now... got lah.. the feeling is SIAN!!! I wanna knock off and go home... really lost alot of motivation in working. Looking forward to the end of my contract which will be in Mid March.. yes!!! 3 more months to go.. should be pretty fast... hopefully with that.. i am able to start a new life....

But what life huh?? a stressful but more value-added working life? Or a slacking working life again (which i think will b a challenge to find 1)...? or what?!?!??! What life???? I dunno... dont wanna think too.. its year end.. my brain should be allowed a break too.. i will onyl think abt these SERIOUS things next year... now my brain is on vacation... Yes.. i am physically in office... mentally on vacation now.. hehee

I wanna go travelling!!!! I need to strike 4d or toto.. so that i can go travelling with no worries abt financial woes...
Pls!!!! give me 4 lucky numbers!! or better still... 6 lucky numbers.. so i can have a 1 year break!

Xmas plan?

How should I spend my Xmas this year?

My beloved BonBon friend from Hongkong maybe making her way here... so excited to be meeting up with her... if so, must arranged for a spectacular and unique HOT xmas for her! hehehe

Wonder where is the nicest place to count down??
hehee...

then thinking back... how did i spend my xmas last year??

Special too...
I was @ Alishan( Taiwan) during the xmas period. Up there freezing. It was really damn cold up there... I was really frozen. But wasnt really a great xmas though... coz was having some disagreements with my travelmate. If not, it would really have been a Special xmas...

Hope I will have a great xmas this year!!

The Shhh team strikes!

oh man!! I was lying on my bed.. surfing n chatting online, when i hear a "click" from my Msian hp (ya, i got a Msian hp, and a Sporean hp. Dun play play!).

oohhhhhh what is it???????????????

from zchat!!! opps!!! its him again!!!!!!!! and this time.. i was able to view the msg instantly (unlike the 1st time which took me overnight to discover)

"yup, a week again. i am fine here. hope u too. good9 /zchen"

hahaha.. i am soooooo happy! what a fine way to end my saturday!! yahooooooo

and yes man... i spent another $5.. b4 his reply... he really loves to earn my $$ huh.... hehehe

p/s: yes.. it seems that (the cunning) me has purposely lengthen my pic, so my face look slimmer. No leh.. its bcoz its hard to adjust.. thats the best i can do it... round face is the IN thing for next year ok!! I got a round round face! I am going to be lucky next year!

Centrepoint Xmas Deco

Theme: M& M Candy Sweet Xmas!!

My saturday

Sat is ending soon... so how was my day spent?

Woke up at 11 today! it has been a nice cooling sleep. I wish i can sleep like this every Single day! but unfortunately, this will only happen for once per week.. yes.. the beloved Saturday...

Went to visit my ah gong... 1st time visit him since he moved to this new home @ Toa Payoh. The place is quite nice. They got really nice and friendly staff, who gave me a wide wide smile. It's really heart warming to see such cheerful staff in the place of gloominess...
oh.. my ah gong seemed to get thinner n thinner. Looks like he only got bones under his skin. There was an uncle in the same room as him, and he was shouting all the way. my poor ah gong have to suffer all the noises.. it's sad to see these old people there. They really look sad.. I wish all children will really look after their parents well. They are old, and days are numbering... shouldnt they be granted a wonderful living, after the many years of toil? Those who abandon their parents ought to be shot in their brains!!!

Then we walked out to get to our next destination... Orchard. Passed by a church and saw a cameraman who was aiming at the church entrance. I was thinking.. hmmm.. whats up man? got things meh?? why is he here... look at the church name... something marymount. Then i was thinking... is he shooting the aussie guy who had juz been hanged? (came back checked the papers juz now. I am right! I am soo smart sometimes... hehe)

Went Orchard... wah say... its flooded! with human..
sooo sooo crowded... scary... Now i really hate to be in orchard during weekend... sooo crowded.. How to see things???

Anyway, there are nice xmas deco around. Look at the pictures!! so cute and dreamy! Merry Xmas!!!

Lucky woof woof year!

-round face
-fleshy body

I was watching a tw show, and that were the 2 criteria which the fortune teller was saying that will be lucky for next year...

know what?!?!?!
I GOT THEM ALL! WHAHAHA... I AM A LUCKY BABY NEXT YEAR! oh yessss!!!

Lotsa guys think that gers with distinct collar bones are sexy. BUT!!!! They were saying people with distinct collar bones.. means they have to work damn hard throughout their life..
wow! lucky mine not obvious! means i can juz idle and $ will fall on my lap! wahahaha

Hope these are all true... I will have rollin good luck next year! 保佑我。。。

him again!

The latest copy of I-weekly... got my dearest Z!! hahaha but there are only 2 miserable pictures :(

Its December!

Yes.. its now 30 minutes into December.. the very last month of the year. Time really flies.. to the extent that it's scary... *shivers*

So fast, its the end of the year, the last month, the 12th month.... what have i done for the past 11 months?
I got no ideas..

Seems that I have been wasting my 25th year on earth again (as usual). I need to do something about it. I need to plan for my future! I need to save for my future! I got lotsa "springcleaning" to be carried out on myself!
What do I really want? How can I get what I want? What am I doing now??

Yes.. I am a lost kid in the big street, but funnily I am quite happy being the lost "kid". At least I dont need to battle with others to climb the corporate ladder. I dont chase after material stuff like cars... It's a pretty much stress-free life for me. At least for now. But, how long can this carefreeness last? I hope it's forever....

Oh anyway, I love and hate Decembers.
Love coz it's such a holidayful month. Seems that every1 will be in good mood in December, care and share...
Hate coz it's the last month of the year. I hate to say gdbye to the current year. And yes... goodbye to my 25th year... I am going to be 26 soon! soon, i will be in my late 20s.. then early 30s, mid 30s, late 30s, 40s,50s,60s.....

Why does it seems just like yesterday, that I was wearin my secondary school uniform and singing the national anthem... In fact, almost 10 years has fly by.

Scary huh???

Oh well... wish u could turn back the clock? No way lah! Dun be silly!
What is the best thing to do now is... thoroughly soaked yourselves in the festive season.

Santa Claus is coming to town......

where are my presentS????