Friday... happy!

It has been an interesting day yesterday!

1. I saw Steven Lim @ orchard! I was using my hp to message, then I looked up and saw a familiar figure. Opps! Its the infamous sexy-yellow-pantie Steven Lim! Gosh!!! I dont dare to acknowledge him and pretend to concentrate on messagin on my hp.. intend to "dont recognise" him.. so i walked on. He stopped me!!!! With a phamplet in his hand. I think he wanna promote something to me. But I ignored him and walked on.... I wondered if hes hurt by me "not" recognising him, and ignoring him! Wahahaha...
Sorry! I am afraid if i look at his face, I will burst out laughing!

2. I saw local singer Gong Shi Jia! But not very sure whether it was her coz she was without make up... but i think shes quite pretty.. very bright looking.... I feel like approaching her and say...." Hey!!!! I am a biggggg fan of you...................r ex colleague ZCHEN!!!!!!!!!"
Will she slap me? Hmm.. better not...

3. Met up with my beloved Joelyn for Midnite shopping! THought its gonna be real exciting.. but not really... sighz... but i managed to carry some plastic bags home! Hahaa!

4. Had staff meeting... and they did not announce my resignation... and hence I no need to give speech! But.. quite funny.. coz on 8th aug.. i will send out an email to say its my last day.... I think some people will drop their jaws! I am sure they will misss me.......
Yesterday, 1 of my coll suddenly tell me... Hey.. i love ur laughter.. everytime i hear it, i will feel very happy
:O really????

Then later.. another coll said... why today never hear ur laughter?? everytime hear u laugh 1.......
me: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (busy working lah! Hardworking lah u know.... very serious @ work what!)

Wahahhahaa.... I must laugh more for my fellow colleagues b4 i go... coz it will be a dark gloomy place without me soon......
Too bad..... its either me or heewan!:P

Yesterday... heewan "offended" me again! She send an email to me to ask me to ask my people to do something....
its like.. hey! U know them too.... cant u juz email them directly???? crazy woman! What is her problem!!!!
So i got as bo liao as her... i cc to my whole team. then when the task is completed... i cc every1 to thank her also! wahahhaa.. u wanna send me 1 extra email... i send 2!!!!
Sometimes.. i am such an asshole! wahhahaha

omg!

Recently, had been reading up on a beauty forum (www.flowerpod.com.sg) and man.. my shopping list is getting longer n longer!
Ever since I started reading it few days ago, I have already purchased 2 items which were being raved about.
And I am afriad.. i am aiming for more!!!
Help!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Face shop sleeping mask & Mushroom mask(!!!)
2. Kate makeup
3. Mavala eyelash essence
.......

Tomorrow... I guess I am gonna spend alot!!! Bless my bank account!

And not to forget the MPH 30% off! How many books are on my wishlist????

omg!

Its not my fault!!!

Just before I go to sleep, my mama have to anger me.
Suddenly she jumped and exclaimed: where are the canned food????
(FYI, went supermarket with her during the day)
Me: I dont know
She went to search....
She: Shit.. really dont have
then she continued... u never take everything just now

WHAT ME???? Why me??? isit my fault???
She was the one collecting the stuff at the counter (it's her fault)
She also see me take everything from the cab boot (both fault)

Why does she always put the blame on others!

Where are the cans????
1. at the check out counter and the idiot cashier did not ask us to carry all bags
2. in the cab boot ( to call the cab company and ask where are my cans... is abit ridiculous right? )
3. its 7th month.... so...........

Anyway, sheesh.... waste her $ lah!
the stupid cans!

I suddenly recalled... the cans may not be counted coz i did not place them in the basket... it may stil be on the counter(unpaid). I certainly hope so....
gotta check out the receipt tomorrow!

And its not my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who ask u to tag along when i said i wanna go there.... grrrrrrrrrrr

Enjoy the moment

Geez! It has been days since I last blogged... I am really sorry that I havent been sharing my wisdom to you... Well, you are expected to pick them up yourself sometimes...
老师有讲 你有没有在听?

Anyway, I had been too lazy and sleepy to blog.. and yes... there is nothing interesting to blog about... except how my life have turned uphill since I throw Da letter.... Hmm.. not really that good.. but I am now in bochupness mood... so... whatever will be.. will be! Ha!! Neh Neh Neh Boo Boo!

Just now went out with a couple of friends.. with their bfs....
And 1 of the bf was like asking me.... "Why u did not continue to be PFC? You could have made big bucks!"
FYI, few years back, I was a PFC @ some bank... for 1 week! Hahaha.. just a week of training, and I could foresee that I wont like the job, hence I quit! The target, the bootlicking I have to do to managers, bank tellers, customers... eeeee... told u! I am not a hypocrite fellow!
Anyway, I dont believe in working hard for money.. I mean.. working super hard for higher pay.. to me, enough is enough... though my pay is low now, but I got enough to spend.. that is good enough for me.... and i dont want a job which sucked my life dry.... i prefer a good balance....
though... i wont mind pay increment lah.......

Then of course... came to the topic about bf/marriage... my friends are worried about me.. and wanna intro guys to me... but i told them.. no need worry... i need no introduction... just go with the flow....
yea.. having a bf does not nessarily means happiness... there are some people who are single and happier (Like me!)
There is always pro and cons to a matter.. it depends on how u think..
If i wallow about being single, then.. i wunt be so happy.....
But.. me... positive... think.... i got my own time and freedom... anyway, i am really happy as of now.....
if there's some1 for me, he will come eventually... worrying also wont help...

so every1... lets open up our mind and enjoy the present!

my beloved team...

On Tuesday, i messaged my colleague(subordinate) and asked him whether "HE KNOWS ANOT?"

His reply: Yes!!! Why why???

Haha... in case u r still blur... yes... i was talking about my resignation.. i wanna tell my team that I am leaving!

Then he said... sad... coz he will miss that laughter of mine

HUH!!! Laughter?????

He find my laughter special and cute.....

Wahahaha.. this is soooo funny... 1st time people commented on my laughter... hmmmm... but ok lah.. at least... i brought "sunshine" to his life right?

I shall do my evil laugh whenever I can!

Come to think of it... I kinda cant bear to leave my team... minus heewan!
They are a cute bunch and our working relationship is quite well... I am their approachable (and ignorant) boss... and they are my cute and capable staff... I treat them as my same level and try to make them comfortable working for me... They can come late go long lunch.. talk loud loud.. as long as they do their job.....

Thats the kind of boss I am looking for too.. I think as a boss, its good to let staff have the flexibility to do whatever they like, as long as they produce the work at the end of the day.

But..... life goes on.... I gtg!!!

Sentimental tonite..

Just now.. i was browsing through the saved messages on my hp....
I only saved those messages which are precious to me as there is only a limited message of 15 (I think)
The earliest message was....7th Feb 2000 from my ex boyfriend...
Hi baby. Jus wan let u know that I Love U.

So sweet right? Those were the days... I bet he got no idea at all that I still keep those messages.. and i really do treasure them....

and also this message from KM on 03-09-2001
So, you need someone to be by ur side tonight? I'll be here 4 u if you need me
This message which brighten up my life when it was dark . I remembered i was feeling really down that time and when i received his message, it really felt good... though he dont know how much that mean to me too....

Come to think about it, I missed those guys from my younger times.. I really had wonderful memories with them....
1stly, this KM guy... whom I was like "crazy" for hmmm.. about 4 years? But then, it's all over now.. I used to think whether I will be carrying a torch for him for the rest of my life... and I'm glad... I woke up. Now, we seldom chat... but stil keep in touch on and off.... come to think of it... I knew him since.....i was.....18.... 8 years of friendship to date! Fwah!!!
Hello KM!!! Still doing the hustle??? Wahahaha
(he dont read my blog 1 la! Do the hustle! wahahaa)

Then.. my ex bf....we did had a good time.. back then... its sad we didnt work out in the end... a pity... coz hes a nice guy.. I mean in term of character... if only his behaviour... I could accept better... but too bad.... Nobody is perfect.
at least.. the memories are there right?
No matter what, he was my 1st bf... and beautiful memories are locked in my heart forever...

There are guys who come and go... but these 2 guys made the most impact in my life... back then......

I really miss those days..........

zizou

wanna write this for few days.. but.. am too tired to do so.....

Give Zidane a break!!!

I dont know why theres such a big fuss about his headbutt....

Isnt worldcup over? Cant we all juz forget about it? Nobody die in the event right? Then?????

Its making a mountain out of a molehill....
I was no fan of Zizou... but I respect him for being such a talented player.. and yes.. he was wrong to headbutt the player.. but.. what done is done....

can we like juz.. move on???

sabotaged fishball!

Yesterday.... The day!
The day... I tendered!!! Yes.. leaving XXX in 1 month's time!!!
(YES!!!!!!!!!!!)

Wanted to tender at 925... but... there were lightning and thunder.. I am afriad I have to rasie my voice against the thunder, and may got strike by lightning...
hence... i postponed.. til after lunch...
I hate to be caught in such circumstances.... Its awkward... I feel sorry that I have to abandon my post there...... but... too bad!

After lunch.. went to talk to my big boss (yes, bypassing heewan who is supposedly my supervisor... but.. who cares right?)
Was in her office for like... half an hour....
Yes, she doesnt want me to go....

the things she said
I think you are one of the better performing newbies( thats why I was headhunteD!!! )
I think u fit into the culture here ( U should really read my mind! I fit??? No way!)
I think u r responsible, can handle the things here.. and u took initiative (arrrr.... thats why I was headhunted! Must I repeat myself again???)
Is there anything I can do to make u stay?( no.... unless u give me 3k per month? I can consider....?)
I think u can handle ur work very well though it was so messy and stressful (*smug*)

I told her.. i found better opportunity.... perm job(yes, I lied) and attractive pay(I lied too). I had a good working relationship with my boss there....

Blink!!!
What is it that pushed u here? Isit the work?
She kept probing me... til.. i got no choice......
I said... in the beginning, I was not given good training.. i was juz thrown 2 piles of paper and I am supposed to know everything myself. I know that CL is very busy.. yes.. she did try to guide me.... so i dont really blame her.. she is nice... i can always go to her when i got any questions and she will help me.

She then asked: then..... is... it....... yvonne?

My face crumpled... quite obviously to show her that .. shes got the point!

Hee wan came into the picture....
She:
I said "I am not very confident of my future boss"
WHY????
Hmm... i feel she is not approachable.... i dont have good working relationship with her... though we are in same team.. she dont take initiative to guide me... though we are in the same team.
She said: I realised that u n her dont talk much althoguh u r in the same team
Me: Ya... we dont talk much.. only when we need to.. then we talk...
She: so.. she will help u when u ask qn?
Me: oh yes... she will help if i ask her....
She: oh.. so u will prefer that she took more initiative?
Me: Hmmm.. yea... maybe..... (smile)

The end, she said: Its our loss.... wish u all the best! Anytime these few days, if u wanna change ur mind, i will return u the letter....

Hahaa.. i was being forced to sabotage her.... not that i purposely rat on her....

but .. she really got a problem...
my new colleague also feel that way! she is realy unapproachable.. and she like to DIAO people...(dig your eyes out then u know!)
She is lame!

But.. Yes!!! I am leaving soon.... sad to leave some of my colleagues.. (yes.. SOME only), the muffin.. and the hawker food...
Thats all!!!

Anyway, I am looking forward to my new job! I must make sure I perform there !!!
(hence, I have borrowed an EXCEL book to brush up my excel skills.... see the commitment and initiative I am taking.... What an outstanding employee I am!)

my poor kor....

juz received an sms from my brother...
he said.... "tell mum dun mention i struck lottery.. my wife also dont know"

*faint*

it's sad to see that my brother has become so "secretive". I could understand why.. and i fully support his act.

He got this wife who like to spend $ and doesnt think about tomorrow... She likes to go out... and really think she is rich. Come on! U r not rich! Ur hubby is not that rich to support u lor!

My brother aint earning alot, and I know that he is now havin a hard time to support the house and all the expenses... it's really not ez to build a home.. trust me on that.... that why... i am not very interested to build a house from scratch. Nex time if i married, I will insist to live in the parents house! Haha! I cant imagine dealing with the housing loans, renovation loans.. and all the bills! My $ will all fly away!

Anyway, back to my sis in law... My brother's life have really taken a downhill.. and I dont know how long he can tahan.. or rather, when will my sis in law wake up her idea. My brother is doing most of the houseworks! Last time, he dont even need to lift a finger to help out in houseworks.. now.. he gotta do the houseworks on top of his job.... Even my heart ache for him.....
Now he talked like an uncle, dont like to go out.. and always mentioned to my mama that he is too tired to go out...

So I say... we really gotta open our eyes big to find the right spouse..
As a woman, pls do ur part as a wife. Traditionally, a wife is suppose to service the hubby.. ok... now the role has diluted, but... u need to have the gist of it!
As a man, pls... show u manliness and command ur wife to mop the floor!

Sometimes when I am chatting with my mama.. and we were like discussing... My brother only upset his life with such a wife.. sometimes we wish he dont marry.. juz live with us.. the 4 of us can live happily too....

I agree.....
Hope my brother will be strong enough to take it.. jia you kor!
and can some1 pls wake up my sis in law??????????????

p/s: I feel like buying those standing iron for my bro.. so he can iron his clothes easier..... yes.. my poor bro iron his clothes himself!

hmmm....

Damn.. in a dilemma all over again!

Yes.. recently I was headhunted and being offered a job.....

hmmm

ok... the fact is.. I begged my ex boss for a job ok?

Anyway, yes.. seems like... there is a job for me now...

but.... going over means... an overall pay cut! Plus... leave cut!

moving over.. is like... downgrading.. i am downgrading myself!!!

But... being me, once I have decided (acually long long ago), its hard for me to revert... so despite the cons... I think... i will still move on.......

Goodbye XXX!
Hello XX!

closing account

ok.. finally i close my account balance.....
My overall earning...
$5.10!!!
its positive!!!
its profit!!!!
not bad... as compared to last season where i lost abt $100....

ggood .. my luck is picking up...... jia you!

Italia Ole Ole!

Its a nite of Pizza vs Fries!
ok.. I mean... Italy vs France....

And the winner is... Italy!!!!

And.. I won!! I bought draw!!! Geez.. sometimes.. I am so Godlike.. so wise to buy draw when every1 buy Italy or France. Only me.. have the foresight to buy Draw! hehe.. and finally.. Italy lifted the cup.. to my pleasure... I prefer Italy to France...

Zidane gone crazy! Dont know why he suddenly headbutt the Italian player... when i saw that, i told my dad... wah lau! 他想不开！Its funny.. but I rather he did not do it... what an end to his international career.... All the best Zidane!

Yesterday.. Italy played well... And I discovered 2 cute guys... Luca Toni and Fabio Grosso!!! They are sooo good looking and tall... mmmmm... nice!
So Italian guys are still good afterall! Remember Paolo Maldini.. I think hes the handsomest footballer I ever seen!!!

I will miss Worldcup man.. no more late nights.. no more Singapore Pool patronise...

2010... Hope I can be at South Africa to catch the LIVE actions....

p/s: I like to say.. my fave goalie is Ricardo of Portugal... I will never forget how he saved those penalties... which Buffon aint able to save any at all! I think Ricardo is the best!

p/s2: I dont like France Coach.. he did not give those kind encouragement to his players after the defeat... unlike Klinsmann.. he went around patting his boys....
so.... coaches really makes a difference!

exchange

of the REAL MAN

Figo & Zidane

lumber 3... the results

Yes... germany is lumber 3!!
congrats!
score was ..Ger 3 Por 1

While watching the match, I really dont know who to support.. coz i like both teams! (though my $ is with Ger.. hehe)

Personally, I like Portugal and their style.... I think.. Deco and Ronaldo is good! And Figo is good.. too bad he came in too late...
I really enjoy Figo.. the respect he command... I can see the players always look to his directions to see where to kick... I think his teammates really respect him.. me too! He is still magical despite his age... He is cool!!
Deco & Ronaldo are nimbles and can play tricks with their footwork.. something which I really enjoy watching....
Too bad... they dont have luck to score....

But then again... I like Klinsmann! hes got a cute smile!

Opps.. am i watching the balls? Or the men????

hehehe

Ok.. tonite... i am rooting for Italy, though I bought draw.. i really hope its a draw.. so i can watch it for longer!
p/s: Grosso is cute!

IRIS

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

lumber 3...

Tonight..3rd placing...

Germany or Portugal

Germany:
Ballack, Klinsmann

Portugal:
Figo, Deco, Scolari, Ricardo

ok.. seems like I love more guys from Portugal.. so I shd support Port?
But.. I bought Germany to win!

hahaa.. anyway, I hope Germany to win lah.. coz its their homeground.. hope they can have something....
as for Por... they did very well by coming up so top... so ... give Germany a chance for glory ok?

Tonite..3am....

Kinda sad.. coz Worldcup ending soon... my life will seems empty... somehow.. this past 1 month, I had been bz having late nites to watch them... I love my life.. if only I dont have to work... hehee

Ok... next worldcup is 2010... @ South Africa!
U know what? I am going to save up $! That shall be my target! To go watch Worldcup in 2010... I will be 30 by then.. not young anymore.. i better treasure my times man......

Germany lost!
Thats kinda sad... coz its their home ground afterall... with sooo many fans rooting for them...

Including me....
Though I like both teams, I would prefer Germany to Italy for dunnowhatsoever reasons.....

Yesterday, I woke up at 250 to watch the match! Lucky this time, it is shown on channel 5 so I can watch the match from my bed... but not as nice... watching soccer alone aint fun!

As usual, I doze on and off..... throughout the match.... I even had some dreams!!!
I dreamt that Klinsmann was my bf..... and we were watching the match on tv....
Wow.... cool huh!
His hand felt quite safe.. Yes, he was holding my hand
*blush*

I love Klinsmann!
wahahaa...
Friend asked : Then what about your ZChen?? u 4got about him? U dun wan him liao???
Me: He was on annual leave yesterday.. but dont worry.. i wunt foresake my men......
*wink*

Maybe I should try to find oldies bf......... coz they are the MAN!

Bring Me Home?

I cant believe it
recently, I saw on TV that Ronan Keating got a new album. He sang the Googoo dolls' "Iris", a song which I like very much.
So was tempted to buy....

Didnt pay much attention to him recently, but know he is quite successful going solo...
Then I saw an album.... "10 years of greatest hits"

10 years?????

What????????

Hes been around for 10 years????
Means... 10 years ago, I was crazy over him

How time flies....
I was known as Mrs Keating 10 years ago... (just like now how people addressed me as Mrs Zchen:P)
I even have a picture taken with him.. let me find it and show u next time ok?
I was just a nerdy little girl that time.... 10 years ago.. mind you....

N I gave something very important to him......
My 1st muack muack!
Wahahaha

He still look very much very good.. in fact.. even better than last time.. now got this manly look...
I love Ronan too! wahahaha

Ok.. I will go buy the cd tomorrow....

Por vs Eng

tonight.... Portugal vs England!!!
I am rooting fully for Portugal!!!!
dont let beckham score again pls!!!!!

Brazil.. samba your way to Semi ok?

12.33am:
Now... as I am watching the match...
Was on msn with my fren
fren: i hate england
me: me too!!! i will curse them to the max!
fren: ya
Me: I hope beckham wil b out soon!!!
*** Beckham was injured... and substituted****
fren: ur curse came true!
Me: Yea!!!!! Happy!!!
Fren: So who u wan out next?
Me: no1.. but i dun mind if lampard or.. rooney go out
*** Rooney got red card and sent off***
Fren: Wah! ur curse is damn power! So who u wan out next?
Me: Nobody.. i juz wan portugal to score now.....

See! Though I got a deadly curse power... I aint (too) evil ...
I just want to see my Portugal win tonite.. i wana see deco play.....

12.55:
its draw... Bless Portugal! I really hope they will win!!!!!

1.11am
thump thump thump
Yes, thats my heart beat...... I afriad i will have a heart attack soon.... unlesss portugal win!!

1.51am
Im so sorry England coz u gotta pack up and go home
coz.. my portugal is goin into semi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YESH!!!!!!!!
Ricardo is the hero!!! Wonderful goalie!

Germany!!!

Yes! My Germany made it through to semi! It was such a close shave man.....
Penalty shootout.. i must say the goalie did a good job.....

Anyway, I knew all along Germany will go through (thats why i bet on germany to win.... but they have to make me lose $ by winning soooooo late)
But nvm... at least they are true!!!
My heart was really thumping just now... nearly had a heart attack

wooo.. I am tired now man...... but... i m goin to wait for Italy match in 1 hour time... so i shall sleep at 5 today???? n tomorrow i guess i will be in "coma" for major part of the day... ahaha

World Cup final.... Brazil Vs Germany!

Today, went to watch Superman... not that nice.. coz this superman kept pai pose like that 1... trying to flaunt his handsomeness instead of his heroism... and yes... he really looked like a gayish superman! haha
And the lousy me dozed off, and was discovered by my friend... such a disgrace.....
I am just a sleepy head.....
Yawnz......