the results.....

if you ask me on a monday... i said... haizzz
if you ask me on a tuesday, i said ... haizzz
if you ask me on a wednesday, I said ... haiz....

ok.. so you guys are curious whether I pass or fail my driving test....

well.... sian lor......

no money to buy car!!!!

Yep!
I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1ST ATTEMPT!!!

aint I steady?? hehee... okok.. humble humble....

Seriously speaking, i thought I would fail my driving test... reason? pls refer to the previous posts.

Whole morning, i kept thinking and imagine my legs and hands unable to corordinate and anyhow accelerate and such.... geeez.... scary thoughts...

Went to the driving test after my half day at work...

arrived damn early, but was rather tired hence kept stoning and looking at the cars in the circuit... trying to pick up a thing or 2...

And the sky was getting dark and darker... shit! raining soon!! is it a sign!?

the time came for the warm up... 220pm. i went to the warm up area, without printing and preparing the necessary documents.. hehehe.. 1st time wat...

anyway, the instructor for my warm up was a friendly guy, hence i wasnt kanchiong at all....did all my stuff.. he advised me on some stuff lah....

then.. i returned to the briefing room quite early...

then... the tester came in... and time for balloting!

Shit!!! I got 1 of the routes which I detested. I got test route 9!!!! The irritating lane changing and the yucky narrow u-turn!

In my heart, i was tinking.. shit... destinated to fail... again!

Just go for it lah!

I was the 1st candidate to be called out...

Saw the tester and I greeted cheerfully " good afternoon mr Koh!"
think that scored some points...

aiyo
im too tired to continue blogging.. til nex time!

hopelessly....

once again, I have been disappointed...

Yes... u know why... it's not me again!

Despite the $50 i have invested, i didnt even win 4 numbers! Why is it sooo hard to just get 6 numbers? it's only 6 numbers what!not even 5? Not even 4!!!

I guess it's time for me to stop being so charitAble... I need to be more selfish! I need to just care about myself.. since the society doesnt reciprocrate my kindness too....

I shall be a bitch from now on!


And if you have not know, I will be taking my driving test this coming monday!
Yes!!! I am confident!!!!

confident of failing.....

My driving still sucks at the moment. I feel that I am really not ready for the roads! I will be a road hazard should I pass! I even hope that I will not pass! Except that I will have to spend another bomb on getting the retest, etc... if not for the money part, i really hope that I will fail!

Yesterday went for my revision lessons, and kena this clown.. who is quite a good instructor... he taught me the techniques which I never learn b4... and hence, i have to relearn everything and abandon my old habits. my test is just few days away... i cant absorb everything! and he was targeting abt my S course... something which I find it easy...

but then.. the reason i find it easy is that I didn't mount kerb before.... but i drove it based on feelings! No technique! just that I have been lucky enough not to strike the kerb. But yesterday, he taught me all the sighting points and apparently, what i have been doing for the past few mths is wrong!!! and my old rusty brain cant absorb the info well... argh!!!

he managed to make all those I am "good" at seems hard.. directional change, ramp... i seldom fail in this! But everything I do is wrong!!!!

Yeaaaaa.... well done!!!! at the very last min... this happens.... totally shattered me!

It would really be a miracle if i pass!!!

an important night

tonight will be an important night.... they are gonna announce singapore as the youth olympics ground!

just kidding.....

that aint important to me!!

But..... TOTO is!!!

Ang bao toto draw is tonight!!! 10 million up for grab!
Will it finally be me this year?????

Hope so!

But i decide to be humble this year..... I learnt my lessons for the past few years of poverty and despairs....

everytime i was so hopeful and kept boasting to every1 that I will be a millionaire. This year, i shall be a humble servant.

I dont even have that strong feeling that i will win, unlike past years..

And this year.. i invested a whooping $50 on it!!!

And I queued up at 4 different locations!! and i don't fear the long queues...
I QUEUED!!! just to show how sincere I am in wanting that few millions!

okok... i will be humble... just let me win $20...... please.................

yours sincerely,
the millionairess :)

apples... i want that one!

after a visit to the apple shop....
apple.. as in the high class apple.... those that cant eat kind..... ipod... apple..... rings a bell?

okok.. back to the topic...

after a visit to the apple shop... ok.. i tink i should call it... epic shop.....
i wanna get an ipod too!!!

I was amazed at how small ipod nano is! I kept tinking that its a monster.. by lookin at the pictures...
but.. itouch looks good too...

which 1 should i get????

i like nano for the size... but nano doesnt seems as fun as itouch....

or... should i just get the fake ipod nano? which cost only 50? and it comes with fm radio!! hey hey hey!

or... shd i juz.......... skip it........ ans save the $ for rainy days.....?

sigh.....

What i need most is to win the toto lah!! i can buy the earth when i win it... hehehe

toto toto... this year.. it should be my turn!!!

edc

i have to join in... to the discussion of the hottest topic in town.....
edison chen!

i think the whole world knows abt the racy photos that he took with the actresses.

However, I do not really blame him. Not as if he deliberately leaked the photos out.. yes.. he was careless to let others have copies of it.... and also, he suffers too...

every1 pitied the actresses... but hello! they are willing parties also wat.. see how sluttish they look in the pictures... it takes 2 hands to clap... if they arent tat bitchy/sluttish, the photos wunt ever happen...

I wonder what goes on in their mind? especially the "cutie innocent" gillian chung from twins.. with her image in the industry, she should have been more careful! the others.. well they are models and such and i guess there is nothing too shocking that something like this happen.

well.. this just show how complicated and black the entertainment industry is... never believe a goody goody girl lah... who knows what is her/his hobby! it's all just a gimmick, an image that was designed to suit the market.

But I still believe in my ZChen... my 6th sense tell me.. he is a good man.. and will not engaged in such indecent stuff...

but oh well.. they are as human as every1 else... we should just give them their space....

Anyway, i hope nobody will kill my edison chen...

he is afterall.... a rich cute handsome lad!:P~~~~

happy post vday!

it's valentine's day.. so happy thursday to you!!

Hmm.. as usual... i didnt celebrate.. not as if i got some1 to celebrate lah... but then.. i was able to hold my head up, chest up and walk amongst the fools... i mean lovers....

it's rather ridiculous when i walked past those restaurants with snaking queues.. i mean.. hello!! must u really queue up to eat here? no wonder they say.. only fools fall in love

u may say i sour grapes.. but really... i tink its really silly....

but watever it is.. it's really a joy to receive a present though...
haha!!
and i got a present too!!!

this is what happened....

when i was back from lunch, and tarzan back from his (we didnt go tgr)... he came over to my desk with a small package.. and said... happy valentine's day!

My jaws almost dropped....

something is wrong... impossible.. damn impossible he will give me anythign.. i tot.. it must be a trick.. something funny is inside! singapore will start snowing!

but me being me, and him being him... i cant help but to disturb him... i said.... i wan flowers leh!!!

then he said its from... ak!!
wowwwwww... ak.. he still remember me... and... still treat me sooo nice..... sooo touched.....

oh well.. he gave me a bracelet which he bought from hainan.. a colorful 1.... will post the pic real soon....

though i dun really fancy it, but.. i will treasure the gift....

oh... now i realised how much i miss AK.. and the privileges which I missed too.....

And.. i went to disturb tarzan.. asked him.. so wheres ur present for me???
then he dug his pocket and said he nothing to give me leh! hahaha

hahhaa... ya.. sour grapes..... but i got a gift!!! bleah!

My dear AK...........................

CJ7

I have to do a review of the latest Stephen Chow movie...
in my opinion, it is a good show! Definately worth watching!

The alien is ohhhh so cute!
the kiddy actors and actresses too... they are so adorable.... storyline wise.. not bad too...

go catch it!!!

gong xi fa cai!

Hapy new year people!!!

Yea but no but yea but... i know its 4 days late.... but it's still chinese new year rite?
It lasts for 15 days ok...
so.. GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!

Time flies... the holiday gonna be over real soon... tomorrow have to get back to life and work hard already... no more lame excuses like... in cny mood... argh!!!!

So hows my life recently?
Well.. i dont know..... but a new perspective in my life has surfaced......

no longer do i want to be the bummer.... the slacker... the person with no ambition but to live happily day by day....

Nono!!! I am gonna change!

I WANT TO BE A USEFUL PERSON!

hENCE, i have decided to look out for job which is more value added....

I have enjoyed enough of my life for the past few years with no ambitions and dreams in my life. My days were spent in a nutshell... slacking away...

Anyway.. i am now lookin for HR jobs.... as i think this is sometime i will enjoy... and hopefully will.. and hopefully.. my passion for life will be sustained for some times...
u know how my fire just die that easily.... but..... then.. the fire has already been burning for weeks..... there is hope!!

Whats more... this year seems to be a good year for me...
i mean for people born in the year of goat... yesterday was @ river ang bao.. and the cai shen ye said... goat is the number 1 animal this year!
oh my god!!!

and i was watching tv the other day, and they were saying my horoscope.. capricorn is quite lucky this year....
oh my god!!!
this is MY year!! it's gonna be ME!

And my life long dream... something which I will never ever forget.... and will yearn for it... with much hope... especially this year....
ANG BAO DRAW!!!!!

money money.. give me money!