2nd chance

Today.... was the death anniversary of my grandma.... she passed away when i was 18 (if i not wrong.... i am bad with dates...) so.. its already been...7 years?!?! time really flies... i still remember visiting her when i was small... how she always wanna give us food... coz she very scare people hungry 1.. hehe
juz now looked at her photo... been quite awhile since i saw her/picture... bring back some nice memories....
she is a very nice lady... i hope she is resting in peace now...

then was playing with my cousin's daughter who is at 7 this year.. wah... she damn jialat... we played some board games together.. like snake and ladder (Wow!! so long never play it... quite fun actually) and that ger!!! is a cheater! she play cheat all the way! amazing kids nowasday... in my heart.. i wanna lecture her..." why u play cheat so much?? like that play games.. meaningful meh??? like that u win liao... honourable meh???? cant u juz play properly???"
but i kept telling myself... "oh shes juz a small kid.... pls forgive her...".
so i forgave her... and let her play cheat all the way... hahaa.. let her win lah.....

then... something bad happened... wanna bring my mama to a good dinner.. then as we entered the restaurant..
pop... wah lau..
my mama fell down... sighz... i was quite frantic at that point of time... coz its the last thing i want that to happen... i feel so bad......
if i havent suggest going to that place eat... then she wont fall down.. why did i suggest that?!?!
but afterall, its an accident.. which noone can prevent... maybe if she didn't fell there.. she might fall somewhere else???
My whole objective was juz to let her eat a good dinner.. but sigh... such a thing happen... hope there r no serious injuries on her.. sigh... i muz take good care of my mama... my heart so pain... 555555.....

This accident set me thinking...
"If i didn't suggest going there... she might not fall?" If i can turn back the clock, i would not suggest goin there... i would hold tight to her and make sure she walked properly.. can rewind?

But... NO WAY... we all know we cant turn back the clock... if any1 is given a 2nd chance, i would think he/she is very lucky.... if u missed it 1st time... u cannot miss the 2nd chance...
Any1 who have a 2nd chance, pls treasure it!! and for those who havent miss the 1st chance, pls make sure u treasure it well.

我可怜的妈妈。。。