nitemare

I woke up feeling sooo tired today.... no.. i slept not too late (before 12, if i dont recall wrongly). It's because I had such a horrible nitemare! A real tiring 1....

I killed some1! A man to be precise, though I kinda forgotten who I killed.
Anyway, yes, i killed a guy and i wanted to escape! As in.. leave no evidence behind and nobody will come catch me and associate me with this murder.

I killed him in his house. I think i manslaughtered him.. killed him unintentionally.. but he somehow died in my hands.

I tried to clean up the mess.. and left the place.
I dont know why, but i carried a teddy bear with me. The bear belong to the deceased, and i dont know why the hell i was carrying it away.

Next scene is i reached home and was thinking of ways to get rid of the evidence, ie the bear. Why on earth did I bring it back leh!!??
Anyway, it's just a dream lah. Real life, i not so silly... and i wont kill.. trust me!

I cut the bear head off, and tried to cut away the bear into pieces so that I wont have such tangible evidence in my hands. Then I thought why not i just burn the bear, then the evidence will be gone! BUT!!! I was as imaginative in my dream as i am real life!
Look closely..... Dont even blink!

In my dream, i was thinking......
WHAT IF THE DECEASED SPIRIT POSSESSED THE BEAR? IT WILL COME BACK FOR REVENGE, AND MAYBE IF I BURN THE BEAR, THE FIRE WILL JUST GET BIGGER AND BIGGER AND ENGULFED ME AND BURNT ME TO DEATH! O SWEET SWEET REVENGE!

Yes!!! Even in my dream, I can think so much! I really ought to give myself a pat on my back! I am simply amazing....

Anyway, I was really tired after such a drama... today woke up so tired.. go office... saw my bossy email.. to give him stuff asap! worked hard!!!

Guess its the retribution....

is it real????

AARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ball of time! (unfinished)

I almost cant breath... too happy......
weekend is here again!

It has been a fun filled week! really!! 1 of the best weeks in my office.. hahahaa

A Malaysian colleague came to Singapore from there.. and she happens to be my bossy good friend... or should i say, she happen to be quite cute! hence my boss decide to entertain her so much!

so we do lunches and dinners

Tues: 5 star chicken rice
Dinner: Jap restaurant where i didnt join

Wed lunch: Carl's Jr
Dinner: JUmbo seafood

Thu lunch: lemongrass

And as i have passed my pms....i was in quite a crappy mood... with lotsa crappy comments...

my boss was asking us to join him @ bali coz..... he need some1 to wash clothes for him! wahahaha
then we were saying there lotsa maids what
then he said language barrier lah!
guess what i said????
use body language lah!!!
wahahaha... later he go tell the whole world what i said... so paisay.....

then my boss was saying to go for drinks at his hse... then i gugu... added in: do we need to stay overnite...?
again... my boss stared at me! wahahahaah
he was telling the msian coll... nex time if u hear theres sexual harrassment in the office... its that we girls harrassed the guys!
whahahaha

and we kept disturb tz with the msian girl... anyway, what i love most is to disturb people of such things!
so we kept pairing them up and giving mushy comments.
we even do a bet to whether tz will peel prawns anot! I won the bet.... coz i bet he WONT!

And yes.. finally get to meet Freddy! Who is Freddy?
Some1 very impt.... hes my boss' doggy!! hahha hes huge man!

Live like there's no tomorrow

Pls allow me to behave deep and spiritual for this 1 blog... I have to do it....

Recently heard from my friend that an ex colleague had passed away. Though the 1st thing that came to my mind when he mentioned "Shirley has passed away" was....WHO WAS SHIRLEY???

I really thought hard. then this young and pretty looking lady came to my mind. Yes, Shirley.. she joined the company shortly before I left hence not much memory. I even had lunch once with her. She's only 25 this year. And she's gone like this.... just suddenly.... I still can't believe it!

Life is sooo unpredictable.. anytime, anywhere.. you may just pass on to the other realm of life. It's a scary thought.

Many a times, when I am having those horrible migrains, I would think to myself " Is it brain tumour I am having? What should I do if it really is? Should I waste money seeking for treatment? What will happened to my parents? Who will take care of my mum and acoompany her? Will they be able to take the grief?

Gosh, I hate to even think about such things. I hope such thing will never happened. I dont wanna cause miseries to those who care for me. But then again, things are hard to say. Who knows what will happened tomorrow? next week? or next year? Will i still be blogging my life away to you?

Sigh sigh.. treasure everything you have now.. your family, your health, your everything...
And RIP Shirley...

While we were on the topic, my friend suddenly shot me " you better get a bf soon!"
I was like... huh? does a boyfriend guarantee my longevity??

Haha.... Though I would really like to have a bf, of course it has to be some1 i like, and vice versa. And this special someone has a hard time making his way to me... somehow lost along the way...

And I have practically wasted my Saturday away .. once again, as always...
I kept thinking I booked a driving lesson today at 2.10pm. Woke up this morning to m dismay that the sky was looking so gloomy. I dont wana drive in the rain. Even prayed in my heart to request for the rain to stop before my driving lesson. Or should I try cancelling the lesson? What time does my lesson end? Hmm... need to log on to BBDC website and check.

Enter.
huh!! no lesson today???
I was shocked! Then it slowly came to my mind that I was hesistating that time whether to book or not. In the end, I really didn't book. Haha.. and there i was whole time thinking abt my driving lesson. What a blur block!
But great, now I have the whole of Saturday to bum around, read and watch my new DVDs...
I dont know, but I AM really a Home person. I enjoyed hanging out at home. Thinking about the transport, the people, the crowd just put me off... I dont wanna be at orchard! I dont wanna be at suntec! I dont wanna be in town. I just wanna dressed ugly and bunk at home! I think I will be a happy housewife (or better still... Taitai!) in the future...
Yes, I hate working too...

And speaking of life uncertainties, I am going to do a crazy thing! Though not confirmed, but I will try my best to do it!

Happy Bosses Day!

ouch... ultimate back ache... i cant walk straight.... i walked like a zombie...
but im glad im having back ache...

hmm.. yup... I think I'm kinda weird... with extraordinary thoughts.....

Today is Bosses Day! Gave the M&M dispenser to my boss! hehe... he immediately opened up and used it... and of coz.. my colleagues all flocked over... to suan the gift.. and also to have some M&M...

Then we went for lunch @ lemongrAss.. yummy thai food.. yummy tom yam!

At 1 point of time, old man was saying the durian paste dripped on the table resembled bird shit. I gave a nonchalent look and commented "try it lor.. scoop up and lick it"
then tarzan shook his head and mumbled to old man, with his eyes on me. He was saying that I m very jialat. i dont even feel disgusted with it, and stil can say lick... wahahahhaa

Am i that jialat meh?
hmmm.. abit lah... hehehee

ANyway, highlight of the day is........
I PASSED!!!!!!

My advanced theory! Yahoooo!!!

IF

If I have $ to buy my car now, it would be....







If I can keep a dog now, it would be...

bargain queen!

Helloo...
Time flies...
I was looking forward with so much anticipation for this long weekend... and now.. seems like... there is only 1 day left.. sobz....

how i wish i am on a 1 year break! hahah.. ya... i wish lah....

it's never enough...
i was thinking just now. There are only 2 ways for me to get rich. No way i can get rich with my kind of pathetic pay( im not paid peanuts ok!)
Method 1: Marry a damn rich hubby
Method 2: Strike top prizes in toto

There are no other was out..... hence, i gonna buy toto for tmr! and pray hard something good will come out this time! If I dont win again, can some kind soul who is filthy rich as well.... pls make me your bride!

Today went for a shopping spree. what did i buy? a picture says a thousand words...(pls refer to the above pic for my haul of the day)
1. EPO for battling PMS (discounted)
2. VO5 Hair treatment for acheiving soft silky mane(discounted)
3. M&M dispenser is a present for my boss for bosses day this tuesday. Yes, the day when sucking up takes precedence(discounted)
4. Cote D'or chocolate for my eating pleasure. (discounted)
5. Stylo milo shades for acting cool during sunny days
6. Cleo magazine for reading pleasure and for the mascara
7. Sharks Tale, Howling Castle and Little Mermaid vcds and dvd for entertainment. (discounted)
8. Small expensive choco gift pack is something which I bought for my boss, before i stumpled upon the M&M thingy. Now I am thinking hard if there is anyone whom i can give the choco to.. hehehe

Not in the picture: 12 Donut Factory donuts... yes, im an addict now too... especially the almond 1... yummy!
and also a top which is discounted too!

What can I say... I am truly a bargain queen! As in, i always managed to grab good bargains.. Look at the items! Most of them are discounted!
Eg 1: the Cote d
or choco bars original price was 24.90, but i bought it for just $9.90!! Ain't that amazing?
Eg 2: vcds at 6.90!!
Eg 3: Robinsons sales @ 25% off!
Eg 4: FREE Maybelline mascara with Cleo Magazine

Look at the savings I got! Ain't I amazing? I'm kinda impressed myself too. I could have spent more than $150 without the discounts.
Some1.. pls clap your hands for me!

remember me?

ahem... hi...
any1 still remember me???

i used to be your idol... remember?
remember those times when you would read my blog(yes! this very page you are at now) with such enthusiasm.. til suddenly... there is no more updates..
you wondered.. what happened? why are there no more interesting articles to read? how am i going to live without the updates? is there anymore meaning to life? oh my dear jane... where art thou??? et cetera et cetera......

remember? it's me!!!! And i am back!!

I have succumbed to laziness these days.. and abit of selfishness... for not sharing my life with you... u cant blame me... i have to work hard for my $ ok? u think i got so much time to blog here meh???
okok.. not so much of time issue.. more of laziness, i admit....

how is life for me?
well.. not bad.. except the occasional migraine these days....
seriously, just like the earthquakes which rocked indonesia recently... the scale is gigantic..
my record high times of vomitting hit abt 8, or 7... or 9? im not sure... im too sick to keep an accurate count.. but it was bad... i never vomitted so hard in my life before...
is there anything wrong with my brain? is there a tumour living within my head?
what will i do if there really is? i got no idea... i have given it a thought few times, when migraine hit me...
the thing which weigh me most is my parents.. who will take care of them if i go? so pls.... guan yin jie jie... bless me with longevity... i need to take care of my parents...
it would be good if you bless me with some wealth too!

at work.....?
yes, i know u cant wait to hear the tales at work.... but.. so many things happening.. how am i supposed to remember everything, and tell u?
ok...
lets just do for today... FRIDAY!!

reach office at 9
went ikea for breakfast at 930-1030. in the car, my boss asked me to listen hard to the radio as it was saying... 16 Oct is bosses day! i am supposed to show my appreciation... hhaha... i said "i love you boss", he dont want.. he wan more actions....

12...went vivo for lunch....
saw a power lady who used to be our ex boss... though i never come in contact with her b4... i asked my boss... "is she good?"
boss: good? it's very hard to define good what.. how u define good?
me: i mean.. as good as you?

yes.. every1 flipped... what a bootlicker i am... slurp!

anyway, its weekend again! hahaa.. im going to sleep to the max!!! i meant it... so... i dont tink i will blog these days....

keep coming in to check for new entries ok?
dun give me up..... no..... always be there for me ok???

never forget me....