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I wanted to blog yesterday, but migraine strike again! I went to bed b4 10.. hence havent got the chance to blog... but here I am!!!

Yesterday, I fanjian, and went lunch with them again. At 1st, AK wasnt around so i thought.. phew.. safe.. 1 hand cant clap.. so shd b fine. who knows... they call AK and he was smoking .. so he joined us.... My heart was thinking... oh no... im in danger again! But yestday wasnt bad lah.. they didnt talk much indecent stuff...

Mikey drove us to GWC for lunch... as he was driving out, they saw a "attractive" woman, and AK asked mikey to slow down.... then when nearer... all of them realised its aunty! Wahahhaa... then all of them laughed at AK... say he aunty also want! Then saw 2 girls... they slowed down again..... and dont know what happened... tarzan suddenly said: why u all have to look outside when you have 1 here?" Woooo.. he is learning fast man.. talking abit like AK now!!!

On the car, they were starting to talk abt RA stuff... but not those serious kind.. then tarzan said nex time i dun dare to join them for lunch already.... wahaha.. ya man... at least he "realised". AK said my face getting redder and redder everyday, will get high blood pressure soon... dont know whether did i blush when they talked abt those stuff... maybe i really blush! hahaa

We went to have sushi again.. and this AK is the kind person... who would share his chicken with me... he really know how to por girls 1... I really have to bow to him... this tarzan was eating the rice too, but he did not offer to any1.....
Then they talked something abt cold war between hubby and wife... then this tarzan said... why bother.... juz leave lah....
AK: u dont know.. when u get married, then you will know....
tarzan: wah... if its me.. i dont care man

Mikey: you were hot tempered hor? U look like those who will beat wife kind...
tarzan: No lah... i wont... i wunt lay a finger on them.......
tarzan: so far not yet.....
@@!!!

Scary! I should siam him lah.... else wait i kena beaten next time.. whahaha.. its quite bad to have a bad tempered partner... but it seems like in a relationship, theres always a good and bad tempered party... but im scared of hot tempered people... eeee

Then we went to a cd shop... and there were 2 cute sales girls...and these guys wanna buaya again.... in the end... tarzan bought a cd .
Tarzan: hey... this shop sales girls quite chio 1
mikey: ya... i heard... u r the 2nd person who tell me that.. its a strategy to get young men to buy
me: ya lor... get people like u(and point at tarzan)
tarzan: Hey... i did not buy from the pretty 1 ok....
Fair enough, he got his cd from the not so pretty 1....
Then Ak wanna get the same cd... and the girl told him "ur fren has bought the cd earlier"
Then tarzan shook his head at the girl(in friendly way of course)... wonder if the girl got electrified by him..... he looked quite cute when he did that.....
oh anyway....when we got to the car, they played the cd... and gosh! Mikey doesnt know how to insetrt the cd into the slot! hahaa.. we figured out qquite long... and the sound system was very gd... And they were saying its bcoz the cd is 24k... or what its lexus sound system... blah blah blah.... then mikey said he should leave the cd in his car.. coz toyota wunt produce such a good sound.. so he shd juz burn the cd and play it! wahahaa.. ooh.. so tarzan drive a toyota....

When we reached carpark, they saw some1's car... and decide to leave some paper on the windscreen., They wrote owe $ pay $ and drew a pig on it... wahahahahaha these guys are soooo naughty!!!!!

Then today, my neighbour brought many boxes to pack his stuff... he got many stuff and hence anyhow place his boxes... around me....
i looked at him with those looks...
ximen: hey.. what u staring? can you bear with me for juz a few more days? i be gone soon ok....
Ak: wah.. that sounds like a threat
me: haiz.... so sad man.....
ximen: sad meh? nex time ak will come sit beside u
me: oh.. thats bad
ximen: hahaha... thats bad
ak: hey... you know a chinese word...口实行非.. you were smiling when you said that juz now....
me: opps... u saw it?

Juz before lunchtime, mikey go disturb ximen. then he said to me: all ur fault lah. u come here, he moved away...... u never use ur charm to retain him.... or is it ur wife who ask u to go......?
ximen: hahaa... ya lah... my wife said.... this jane quite pretty... u better move away....
me: ok.. its all my fault lah

today, i finally didnt lunch with them... went vivo with my 2 frens...

Then juz now I asked AK how much was the lunch yesterday. I knew he wunt take my $, but have to ask out of courtesy... else i will be viewed as a greedy yet ungrateful pig...
As expected, he said I dont need to pay... which is good....... coz i only ate 2 plates.... so its cheap cheap 1..... :P

Its weekend again!! yeaaa.... hope to sleep til very late tomorrow... cya tomorrow!!!!

indecent obsession

Today... had lunch with my dept guys..... ak, mikey, divorcee and tarzan. And what an ear-opener!!! heard many things I should not hear!

At 1st, they were talking about a girl approaching AK... and they were describing how it went. Was at a drinking place... blah blah blah....
then this girl asked AK if eh wanna keep in touch. She took the 1st move to approach this uncle!!! AK is juz a typical uncle, not a looker, and cant imagine him being approached... but this daring girl made her move...... wooooo... is she drunk? or nowadays girls are so liberal? Amazing....

Then they talked about another experience at another place where some girls wanna know him again.... what is happening???? and they said some1 saw him "frenching" the girl..... Yes, I assume frenching means frenchkiss? Ohh..... I didnt know they are sooo liberal! Though AK deny, but i dont really believe his words...

Throughout the lunch, mikey and AK were actively participating in the conversation, like they are very into it... my god!! Lucky tarzan and divorcee arent so bad.. they did not talk much. Either they are gentlemen enough to consider my presence, or they have no such experience..
Quite comforted the 2 of them are not that bad... I did not look much at divorcee but saw tarzan face wasnt that comfortable..... and he juz concentrate on eating.
Btw, we went to eat teo chew porridge. And AK is that "nice" guy who would offer those dishes that I cant reach to me. Yea.. thats how he sianz the girls....

Its bad.... These guys... these married guys.... disappointed! Mikey plus AK is disasters.... I should not have gone lunch with them today man....

Last time I heard AK was involved with some woman... oh man............

It was such an earful. I did not know how to react. But I was like laughing with them and try to act nonchalent. But my heart was like goin "oh my god!!" "WHAT!!!","Yewwwwww.. disgusting", ":WOW!!!"
Really dont know how to act in front of them. I think i should continue acting innocent .... coz i am a good girl! :)

tarzan was telling them the things he did during childhood. He's quite a sadist. I shall not mention here , in case he kena charged! whahahahahaa hope he was just kidding!
AK: No wonder you always have that grin on your face
(Sidetrack abit, I was listening cum lookin at tarzan when he was relating his childhood. Hes got nice teeth and lips. Reddish.... yummy! I suspect he may be a mummy boy. He aint as indecent as he looked.)

Today, divorcee drove me home! yea! so nice of him... in my mind, i was still thinking: how nice if some1 can drive me home. (it was raining)
Then bingo! He really did! haha.. well, it is the 1st time, and he stayed around my area, hence it was not that inconvenient.
Its sooo nice to have some1 driving me home... i knocked off at 530.. reached home at 6!

Nice..... hope he will offer his service more often...

Today, my neighbour start packing his table. His last day wil be 31 Oct... so sad... I stil cant believe he will be leaving... overheard what he said. There are 3 headcounts, and there are 4 person in his job... so he is the 1 who got sacrificed... my poor neighbour.... he said" what for work in a company which dont appreciate loyalty?"

Anyway, he very naughty. He got a box full of styrofoam, and he needed the box, so he threw the styrofoam in my dustbin... but aint enough, then he went to throw in oldman dustbin (oldman is on leave). then he sprinkled some on his desk and chair! wahahha.. imagine the shock old man will get when he come in tomorrow. Hope the cleaning auntie dun clear man! whahahaha

Another flashback
neighbour clearing his cupboard, and found himself a tom cruise mission impossible poster
Ximen(to me): you want anot?
Me: No... i dont like tom cruise
ximen: why u dun like him? hes about the same height as u , u know
me: no.. i prefer taller guys... give to james lah
ximen:what? you mean james like tom cruise?
james: no lah.. give to francis lah
ximen: what? he like tom cruise?
francis: no.... he was saying i look like tom cruise. u all never listen properly....
all of us burst out laughing man
then tarzan added: u mean ur backside look like him?

sobbie

Today.. the last day of my long weekend... how good time flies man...
i cant believe the long awaited holiday is over!!! gosh!!! Work again!!
And you know what? I had good intentionally brought some work home to do.... and ..... bingo! I have not even touch it abit.. sigh..... I shall not stress myself... tomorrow go office then think! for now, I will still immerse myself in my long holiday! wahahaha... I cant wait for Friday to come again!

Today... I went out again... coz gotta get the book at 30% off from borders... and gotta go get the eyeliner from OG for today is the last day of the 20% sales! But guess what? My item wasnt on sales... damn... simply waste my time! I got myself a book abt santa claus.... yea.. trying to get myself into the xmas mood... hehehe

Just now while on bus, I suddenly think about those days.. when I was still young..... 2 person popped up in my head.....

1 is a guy called Derrick. I think I knew him through IRC? Or is it through some friends? I cant really recall, but we clicked well... really well that we can talk to each other smoothly... However, I can say we are really platonic friends... I dont have that kind of interest to him, and I think he think so too.. we just are able to get along very fine. He is this flying enthusiast. His dad is a pilot, and I think flying is in his blood. He was in the Youth Flying Club back then. I still remember he was awarded the Best Youth or whatever award with regards to him being the best pilot. The 1st person he called after the award was me! I remembered him sounding very happy and telling me that he has won the award amidst the noisy background(it was an award event mind you!). I was very pleased to hear that too... Then we hung up. It is so simple! He is happy and wanna share the good news with me. I am happy coz my friend had just made it big! But sadly, we are not in contact anymore.... I think he is now a pilot with SAF... Yea... he can really make it big! Good luck Derrick! Wherever you are, I always remember those days.....

Another is a Kenneth guy. Well, on off we still keep in touch. I was like in love with him when I was young... like for maybe 2 years? I knew him when he is in the final year poly. Havent even go NS yet! My god! He's this cute,not bad looking guy who can always make me laugh. Its funny.... I 1st knew him through online... and 1 day, I wanna go watch Ash concert. Actually the reason I wanna go watch the concert(@Zouk) was because another Kenneth(who was my crushie in jc) is goin! Hence.. I wanna go! But i couldnt find any1 to go with me. Then this Kenneth kindly agreed to go with me. Happy! I still remembered... the 1st time I met him was at the Heeren busstop. or lucky plaza.... somewhere there. We were supposed to go get the tickets together. Then, we went to lucky plaza macdonalds to have a drink.
Few days later, we went for the concert! As expected, I saw my crushie Kenneth there... he saw me with kenneth, and commented that my "bf" looks cool. Yea.. kenneth is really this cool dude. We were like quite close that time. Almost chat on the phone everyday. Every single thing, he will call me up, and chat... sometimes, he just call me , and sing... coz we dont know what to talk.. hahaha we will go chiong together. Chionging with him was fun. Still remember there was once he fell down from cycling and cut his head. Then he called me up to complain to me about his misfortunes.. I was like so heart pain.
Oh ya... he used to have this good friend called Eugene, and he was even interested in knowing me! I heard he was the prom king of a certain poly. But at that time, i got no eye for others, except kenn himself. What a waste! And was quite upset that he is like pushing me to him. But this kenn is funny. He rejected me, but still seems to wana have me around. Got me really confused that time. I thought I would never get over him for my whole life....
But no... there is no forever... I have gotten over him, and he is happily attached now.
All the best to Kenn!! I will always treasure those days.... do the hustle!!!!

Disasters!

oh my god!!!!!

This long weekend is harming me badly..... in terms of my bank account....... I am officially broke!!!

Last Friday was like about 150$ flown out....

Today..... another 150$.... (honestly i think its more than 150, but lets juz keep it at 150)
SEE!!!! $300...... out of my pocket!!! what is this man!!!

Jane!!! Can you like use ur blain and think???? Dont just because of sales, then you buy buy buy... got use anot??????
But... they are like sooo cheap... dont buy.... 对得起自己的良心吗？
And because they are like so cheap, it kinda saves my money as well too right?

Oh well..... I did practise some self discipline just now.. else the damage would be worse!

Anyway, look at my goodies of the day!

1. a tubetop(to wear inside 1 lah!)

2. Pair of hoop earring

3. A hp accessories (which is actually a mirror!)

4. Jeans (its only 25$ for godness sake!! How can I dont buy?????)

5. A red top (Discounted)

6. undies (discounted too.... )

7. Blue necklace

Special note on the undies! dont they look sooooo sweeet? Too bad I dont have a bf to show off to.... Opps!!! Nono.. this is not an invitation to whatever.... I am a decent woman!!! I am just thinking aloud... hmmm... nvm..... let the case rest.....

Yawnz... should I continue my adventure tomorrow?? hmm.....

Major problem!

On Friday, I met my secondary school friend for a dinner. She has just gotten a job as a counsellor, and I am supposed to be her practice client. So I am supposed to tell her a problem that I have so that she can counsel me.

Hmm.. I dont have much major problem.. so when she ask me to think about a problem we can talk about.... I think n think n think.... and then... i suddenly blurt out....

I cant focus on my work... because of .... MSN
Then I burst out laughing.. coz its such a silly problem!
Then I told my friend.. no.. let me think of a better problem. But she insisted its ok....

So I went on to tell how I can concentrate on my work and got distracted because of msn... and whole while, I was tryin to suppress my laughter... its sooo sooo silly!!!!

After the session, both of us burst out laughing.....
Then she said.. its not stupid.. coz students will have this problem too....
then i think.. yea rite!! I supposed students are distracted from studying bcoz of computers too!
Cool.... it aint so silly after all.....

wahahahhaaa.....

ahhhhchooooooo

I am now suffering from sore throat and flu.. sobz.. must be the haze.... I need to take more vitamin C! bless my nose.. and throat.....

Yesterday, I only worked half day!!! hehe... and what follows is 4 days of break! Yes... my next working day is Wednesday! Hahaha Yea yea!! but today, feel like slacking at home...... to rest my nose, and wallet.....
Yesterday was bad damage to my bank account.... about $150.... the body shop sales.... spent 65 on nonsensic stuff again... but too cheap for me to resist.... sigh..... thats me..... no self discipline.... So i better steer clear of SALES!


Yesterday @ work....
Mikey was very generous for buying laksa for our dept as breakfast...
But i declined the laksa coz i am having sore throat, and dont really have the appetite for laksa... and tarzan was nice enough to come ask me: dun wan laksa ar?
Me: dun wan lah.. me sore throat....
tarzan: nvm lah... sore throat also can eat 1....

Old man wore a white tee to work (which wasnt very white) and mikey kept slamming him... he ask him if he did change his clothes from yesterday(they played soccer on thur nite). Then old man buay song, and shoot mikey (who was wearing a polo tee with the collar up). He asked mikey" then what about you? are you afraid ur neck will get sunburnt by your lights?"
Wahahahhaa

And they were discussing about the soccer yesterday, said the others played rough yesterday.. anyhow push...
old man gave a wisely statement: Dun get angry, get even.
Cool!

Old man is quite cute... i love his humour...
Yesterday, ximen went over to old man seat and ask him dun sleep... then said old men like to sleep.
Old man: hey please... don always assume i am sleeping. U must come and check. I maybe dead u know.....
(-_-")

Mikey went over to old man's seat and dunno what they talking abt... come out and tell every1... "this old man.. he wan to add every1 to the conversation.... but he only got 2 person on his msn! can you all give him your msn please!"
Oldman: u all know... when mikey come to work, he will switch off his hp immediately. coz this is his circle of friends....all of his friends are here already. he will save battery..."


Then ximen wife came to give ximen grapes again... and those nosy parkers said: grapes again? dun bring grapes anymore lah.... ximen said its very boring... we are juz saying what he tell us...
Wahahhaa.. sabo ximen sia, he never say anything bad abt the grapes.... then they help themselves to the grapes... (mikey and divorceee and tarzan)
Ximen wasnt around. Then when he came back, old man suddenly tell ximen: Just for your information , he (mikey) kapo, he(divorcee) kapo.
Mikey: and the only reason old man never eat is becoz the skin is not peeled

Wahahahaa.. these guys are crazy!!!!!

Every1 was in casual clothing coz its friday and half day somemore. But only... Tarzan! He was still in shirt and tie!!!!!
every1 ask him why he wear so nice?
person 1: why u wear so nice today?
tarzan: hahaha.. i gotta meet customer later! u think like u ar
person2: why u wear so nice?
tarzan: later going interview
person 3: why u wear so nice? MS later got opening ceremony isit?

Hahaha... but never see tarzan in casual clothings.. always clanned in shirt n tie... wonder how he look in casual clothings man.....

oooh....... thats all!

pms day II

Sigh... pms is still around... yes... still feeling abit down.....

The morning was ok.... but i still dont have appetite... I went to my fave sakae for lunch and guess what? I only had 3 plates... and i dont feel like eating anymore... recently.. my appetite is damn bad... i wonder why.... pms perhaps? i dun feel like eating rice... i dun feel like eating mee...i dun feel like eating meat....... so what else is there left to eat?????

Anyway, mikey asked me to buy him lunch today... and I being the nice staff got him a softshell crab handroll too (coz i know he likes it). Geez... i thought after all the bribery, my life will get easier... BUT!!!! the opposite happened.... after his lunch, he came over and ask me abt my report. He discovered that I am still blur... and he ask me to ask if i dont know... sigh... im such a blur freak.... and i always cant focus on my work... always distracted somehow and cant focus all my attention on work.... hence... i think i am not doing a good job so far...

then he looked at my messy desk and ask me to clean up coz he said ali is very particular abt cleanliness.... oh damn..... its my desk! why do these superior wana care abt MY desk? Sigh... next time i have to clean up my desk b4 i leave.... sigh sigh.......

next time if i ever become a supervisor again, i will demand my staff to have messy desk!!! hmpfh!

Today ximen came in with a short sleeve shirt (he always wear long sleeve) and I did not detect it. I thought the only difference is that he never wear tie... seee... sometimes im sooooooo f-ing blur!!! Then he ask if he look weird in it... hahaha.... my cute neighbour..... i cant imagine life without him.....

Then his wife came over and left some grapes on his table. But he was not around. Then mikey said to the wife: i think he will come back to find seeds on his desk
wife: its seedless!
mikey: wahh.. even bettter.... no evidence!

then old man came over the table and think aloud : i wonder if there is seed
me: no.. no seeds 1!
old man: but there is skin......
me: ooh... ask michael to peel for u lor

old man had no lunch today so he went canteen and eat himself. also, he ate some biscuits. then he told ximen that his lunch only consist of biscuits and water
me: huh? thats your lunch???
old man: no lah.. juz trying to act pathetic in front of him
ximen: u know huh... when people get to that age, they need more fibre in their life
me: hahahaa... hmmm... i can go pantry get milo for u
old man: oh... i be eternally grateful for that
me: simon, go get milo for him!

Ximen (to old man): are you born this cynical? or did something happened in ur childhood which makes u like this?
Old man: no......
ximen: your mum last time slap ur doctor isit?
old man: no lah.. the doctor slap me.....

then theres this ex- manager(predecessor of Ali).. he came over to chat with mikey... and ended up drawing the choco box cover like "wheel of fortune". Its damn funny!!! he wrote things like " "Dunno.. ask Ali", " I did not approve this deal", "KB has the answer","XX is closed today", etc
its damn funny... its spin to get the answer thingy.... and they stuck a hand on it as well (middle finger)

Oh ya... then mikey was chatting with divorcee, and ask divorcee he goin east coast today anot... (coz i tink divorcee went east coast with some female colleague).
Divorcee: why? U spying on me? why? u jealous i get to spend more time with girls isit?
Mikey: XXX i not worried. But if its jane, then i worried
Me: what?
Mikey: oh nothing.

Aiyooo.. what does that mean?
I am too silly so I may get cheated?
I am tooo sexy that he will not be able to control himself?
what what??????? :(

Yesterday, I was thinking abt my old flame.... and thinking abt those times when i go chionging.... it was really enjoyable.... the dancing.. the music.. the drinks... its been really long since i last go chiong..... Kinda miss it.... and was thinking abt him... how we always go chiong tgr... and we were really kinda close although we r not a couple. those innocent days....

then today, suddenly he msn me.... we were talking... then realised he got a gf .... oh well... see? every1 moves on... except me... still stagnant..... i gotta get myself a darling soon..... else i be a nun soon!

sigh... see... pms is destroying me... i better go sleep soon and wake up happy tomorrow.... hope mikey dun stress me....
i muz focus focus!!!!

But tmr is half day.. and long holiday is coming.... i wunt have the mood to work!! arghhh!!

pms is late

Today... then I am having my pms...it comes few days later... abnormal !

In the morning, i was having a bad migraine. but i cant take mc anymore (coz last fri i took, and yest, I took 2 hours off as well). I cant abuse my boss' kindness hence bite my teeth and go work. It wasnt the worst stage, so still bearable... juz throbbing head and nauseous..

So whole morning, my face was sian sian.... and dont feel like talking much... but I guess i still looked healthy, and mikey wasnt able to detect my sickness, and still talk happily to me. As i am not those whining type, I did my best to sound ok... though still abit sian soundin...

Then ... I went vomit!wooo.. 1st time i vomit in public... thats bad... but after the vomit, i feel ok... its like this.. i have to vomit out the dirty water, and my head will be better.... but i hate vomiting coz it hurts my throat....

Anyway, as i have no appetite, i declined their lunch to go ikea... sobz.. what a waste!!!
And I rot in the office, and went down canteen to have a miserable pau (a wrong 1 somemore!)

Anyway, my beloved neighbour will be leaving soon.... im feeling quite sad... coz i love him.. as a neighbour. Enjoy having him by my side for he always sounds funny.. trying to listen the way he talked so i can learn from him.... I will miss him, all his F words, his crude jokes, he trying to blow his kopi pangness to me, his smelly cigarette odour...
its only been like 2 months... and 1 of my fave colleague is going.. sobz.... I do hope he will still stay in hp, and not move out of hp.... so far, he said he is still deciding among his MANY choices.... hahaha All the best Ximen! Hope i will have a good neighbour next time!

Talkin abt seats..... tarzan will be moving seat to somewhere in front of me!!! is that good or bad? well... dont know..... But will definately be seeing more of him. *shrug*
But he will be dead meat, coz he will be sitting juz outside of Ali! the eagle will be hoovering around him... beware tarzan!

They will be going on incentive trip soon... of coz.... without me..... sounds soooo fun.. i think they are going for 4 days.... what will become of me? Hope i can have at least 2 days off? Old man sharing room with mikey. divorcee sharing with tarzan... lucky him! Opps!
Anyway, juz now tarzan said.. i wunt be around... coz i will be chionging....

oh man... such an old guy still so crazy abt chionging... guess he wunt ever grow up.... :/
(minus point again)

exciting morning

I was sent into a frenzy about 2 hours ago….
Mr Chin (if you remember him…. Hes my big big boss) smiled at me in the morning… then he walked back and say he wanna talk to me, and asked me to arrange with his PA for a time….
I was stunned!! Why?? Why he wanna talk to me???? Many scenarios popped up in my head.
1. he wana talk abt work? (but I don’t really have much work to talk about)
2. he always catch me sms/msn at work.. and is going to warn me?
3. he wants me to tidy my desk coz its damn messy
4. he ask me to dress appropriately, and don’t wear to low cut
5. he wanna promote me
6. he wanna know me better
7. he wanna talk to me about my progress in HP
8. he want me to act as a spy and spy on his staff
9. he is interested in me

Many many scenarios flashed in my head. I was thinking about all other possibilities for wanting to talk to me..

Ximen said… wow… not bad… big boss want to talk to u…
Me: ya…. Do u know why huh? Why does he want to talk to me?
Ximen: don’t know… maybe hes got a perm post for you.. coz u have been doing well… u only took 1 mc so far ( He is suaning me if you stil don’t know. He kept thinking I keng mc last Friday)
Me: aiya.. u…. stop talking abt the mc lah!!! But… hmm.. isit abt the mc ar????

Then divorcee say: wah.. not bad…. U going lunch with big boss
Me: its not a lunch lor!! It’s a talk lor!

Panic panic!

Then I msn mikey to ask him if he got any idea why he wanna talk to me…
He got no idea.. then I asked him is it about the mvc reports(my work)
He said should be.. and asked me to prepare all the reports nicely by lunchtime

Panic panic!!! Started to work on it…..

Then then awhile later… mikey msn me… and tell me… actually mr chin dun wanna talk to me.. its another colleague he want to talk to…. And he told mr chin that he had scared me.

FAINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a blubber!!!!!!!!!! Is mr chin always this blur??????

Make me panic and stressed for half hour!

Right now, I am sooo exhausted… I cant concentrate… I cant work now…… I need a breather…

Maybe it's the haze lah.. he could not see properly.....
JFYI, the colleague he wanna talk to in an indian girl...

Blue or blur

Today read from news that the golden couple of Singapore is splitting, the badmintoner Susilo and tabletenniser Jiawei.... Singapore news is also very kpo man!!! what is it of their business that they have to report the rumours of the splitting????

But.. anyway..................

Actually right from the start, I dont think they match. Jiawei seems too strong for Susilo.... I think for a couple to work... there has to be a balance.... esp if women is too strong, I think its bad for the guy.... Unless that guy is a useless wimp (I despise guys who let their wives bully them). Women have to respect their men, no matter what.... and mutual respect is essential... knowing the limits and all.......

no matter how stretchable a rubber band is, eventually it will break.... so my point is.... never take anything for granted..... treasure everything you have......

Sometimes, I am such a positive person. This morning, my usual shuttle bus did not come and I waited like 20 min for the shuttle bus to come... well, it was very hot... and i was cursing (abit only lah!) why the damned bus never come....
For negative people... they will think... argh! bad start to the day.. nothing is goin to be alright...

But me!!!!! Optimistic ME think otherwise.....
Since the bad thing has happened, i think the rest of my day gonna be alright! hahaha! And well, my day wasnt that bad..... I remain happy through out the day!

Today haze is bad.... i seem to have difficulty breathing...... hope tmr big wind blow the smelly smoke away!

爱很简单

Beautiful song by David Tao.....

The lyrics......

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
以深深爱上你
真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔
为爱日也去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我 喔~

I LOVE YOU
无法不爱你 BABY
说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU
永远不愿意 BABY
失去你

不可能更快乐
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做什么都可以
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用最真诚的心
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我一直在这里
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Full House again!

I cant help but to post more beautiful pic here... i simply love seeing the 2 of them in loving poses.... they look soooo great together.....

Full House

Just finished watching the last episode of Full House... I love the show! Pretty actress... cute actor... and beautiful ending... with dramatic storyline..... this is 1 of the very FEW korean shows which I enjoyed... made me feel like goin out to buy the dvds... coz actually, i didnt manage to catch all the episodes...

previously, I hate this Rain... dont know why he is able to charm soooo many people...
After watching the show, I know why... he is sooo cute! He got a nice physique... and sexy lips... and great complexion.... hes cute! and hes coming singapore for a concert soon! The most expensive tix is S$888!!!! No, im not that crazy over him... but i wouldnt mind a free tix to watch him.. hahaha.....

and the actress... song hui qiao...... she is damn pretty! from all angles... with curly or straight hair... she look soooo good!

OH man.. this show make me wanna fall in love too.... i need a broad shoulder like Rain's to lean on too.....

tgyif

I juz have a new discovery!!! my counter is gone too!!! I can no longer track how many fans come to read abt me... booohoohooo... til i am hardworking enough to installl it again.......
sigh.... sometimes... i really hate my itchy hand.....

oh well... its friday, and i am on mc... what else can i complain abt?
enjoy the weekend! will blog later...:P

The later time is here!
Yesterday nite, I had a terrible sleep. I woke up a few times to sooth my runny nose... kept getting up and down to get tissue and stuff into my nose , and throwing the soiled tissue away..... ewwwww....
Due to my busy nite, i hence decided... to take mc!
So in the morning, i smsed AK as I only got his number in my hp (bcoz i helped him with a task before...).
Me: Hi.. Jane here.. I am on mc today. If any1 ask for me, can you help to tell them? i have sms mikey but can u email him coz i am afraid he did not receive my sms. Thanks
AK: Ok, no prob. I'll email the whole team that you dont feel like coming to work today ;)
Me: huh..... dun sabo me la.... tell them i am very very sick ok?
AK: Just kidding la! i will email mike. actually i want to treat you to lunch today but....
Me: Actually huh... actually i also feel like going work today but.... actually u stil can treat me next week... hehe... thanks for your help.
Ak: ok, so we will go for lunch next week ok? you have a rest and recover well. have a great long weekend.

Haha... AK is quite funny huh! tryin to scare me somemore... and next week... i will have free lunch agaiN!! paisay man!!!!

Yesterday nite, I had a few dreams somemore!
1. I dreamt I am partoring with tarzan!! wahahaha am i thinking too much about him???
2. I got lost in a shopping centre. Am i still thinking of shopping at night?
3. I suffered miscarriage! HUh!!! In my dream... i even told my mama... impossible..... i dun have bf.. how can i be pregnan?
wahahhaa... what funny dreams......

happy...

today.. had quite a "fun" day at work.... both professionally and socially...

professionally coz i sent alot of emails to chase people.. damn.. im quite paisay to be chasing them like this... i wan this.. i wan that.. i need this... give me by tmr....
i am like a newbie tyrant who makes their initialy peaceful life into chaos. last time they used to have so good life with nobody checking on them. Now, with me..... they not goin to have it ez.. but then again... not i want lah.. its all my bosses... im juz a messager.....
hope they dun blame me! and cooperate with me pls!!!

ok.. socially....
ximen came into office with this pang pang kopi.... and he kept asking me to smell it....
today somehow he wore something smart (but i didnt notice it leh.... still look the same to me)
then msian sAID.. Wah... today u look very smart
ximen: u mean always im not smart?
msian: no..... everyday smart... today smarter
ximen: hahaha... sales men talk!

then later... tarzan came over to find me.... and asked me some powerpoint questions... but sadly.... i am unable to answer him again... damn.. im such a lousy fellow!
then he said he wil need to ask my boss ....... why he hire me!
argh!!!! hahahahaa

Today... i didnt have lunch! Ya... fasting... haha.. simply no appetite to eat... especially when i think abt canteen food.. and also... nobody around to jio me out for lunch... except tarzan...

then finally i decide to go canteen to get a coffee . So i went over and asked tarzan if he wanna get anything from canteen... wah! I made the 1st move leh!!!! soooo friendly of me sia!!!!! I think hes kinda touched.... nearly dropped his tarzany tears... kekeke

then ximen came back and he said happily to me : I am back!!
me: errrrr ( and i acted hesistant)
ximen: what? r u goin to say i didnt know you were away... kns!

then awhile later, he came over and talked to ximen, and shunbian talk abit to me.... i got to know....... he is from which secondary school! hahaa! he said chinese was his 1st language... wow!!!!

then ximen offered him a candy.... and he took it without thanking
ximen: a thank you will be good...
tarzan: what? only a sweet and u expect a thank you?

then he jio ximen to go home... or to drink kopi.. then ximen shoot him
ximen: u meet ur numbers already ar?
tarzan: i jump up and down also still the same mah.... doesnt mean i stay in office 24 hours.. then my numbers will come in.....

aiyo.. tarzan is back to his normal self!!! he is out of his pms period! hahahaa... last week he was bad....

Tell u all a joke from old man.... He said he used to work for this boss... once he was late for work.... then when its time to knock off, he went off early( or punctual). His boss saw him and said : so you dont want to be late twice a day huh?
Wahahahaa......... get it??

argh!!!

Realised something?
I changed my template... after 1 year ++ of seeing the same old pink template, i was thinking its time for a change...
and do u realise something again?
All my links are gone!!!
Damn...... gotta link those links again.. sigh...
blame it on my itchy hands... and my thirst for continual upgrading...

BAH!!!!!!!!!!

Idolisation.. you are a fan too!

Yesterday, the PSI reached the highest of 150! Unhealthy range!!! so bad!! My throat was hurting and my eyes too... But is it the haze or heatiness? I am not sure, but I would like to join in the rant about the haze damaging our health! Hehe
And today surprising, the sky is clear! The PSI in the morning is only 27! What happened last night which cleared the haze? I think God loves Singapore, thats why it decided not to punish us any longer. It aint our fault at all that the Earth is heating up. The country involved should really look into the matter.... Why do they like to burn the trees at the same time? Maybe they can do it family by family? the haze wont be that bad huh? Arrrr... No...! I mean.. they shouldnt be burning the innocent trees at all!

Speaking of god..... Just now while I was having lunch at Crystal Jade La Mien, there was these 2 person beside us having their lunch and a chat. Both of them kept talking about their god (I shall not reveal the religion, but a little hint, they must have just finished their SUNDAY session). They were talking about how great their god is... saying what their god eats and drink with sinners. He is setting an example for his followers... (Attention: So their religion can drink huh!!!! OIC!!!!) And saying what there are many people imitating him. Must be aware of posers. What when the world comes to an end... blah blah blah............

I nearly flipped my table over at them! I wanted to scour them with my xiao long bao's juice and slap them with my spicy la mien! Lucky they went off quite fast... lucky for them I mean!

They idolise their god! Just like how I idolise my ZChen. They think their god is best, just like I think ZChen is the best singer. They think their god is great, just like I think ZChen is great!
So its the same! There are many people around the world who has an idol, just like me!
But the difference is... my idol is a real person.... their idol .... is there really such an element?
So dont say I am childish anymore... I idolised something which is realistic as opposed to millions who idolised the "air"...

I think its really funny that soooo many people are sooo into that religion. They think that their god creates everything... and they rely on their god alot... When bad things happened, they take it as a "challenge" sent by their god. When something good happened, they think their god blessed them. Why? Why are they so obsessed with their religion? Dont they think that whatever happened, it is themselves who created them? Anything happened, god must be behind them.
I think its totally wrong.....
I am strong, hence I dont need a belief to tell me there is a god like theirs behind supporting me.... I am strong enough to handle the real life. If you are strong minded, you dont need a god behind you. To me, religion is something like a belief which can give u some assurance (some, and not all!)

its fri tmr!

Hello!
Tomorrow is Moon cake festival!
Wish you happy eating mooncakes! But rem to drink some chinese tea ok?

Hmmm......

This morning, mikey suddenly went to divorcee's place and say...
" james, jane is lookin for some1 to go bkk with. You can go with her. She single woman needs some company"
Geezzzzz!!!!! A single woman who needs company???? Geezz!!!!


juz now tarzan was at mikey's place chatting.. then suddenly i heard mikey mentioned my name

".... jane.... jane should have"

"Jane, you have the menstrual pain pill? the pink color 1... he(tarzan) is having menstrual pain now"

Then Tarzan said " you are her what? her superior right?
Me: my boss
Tarzan: her boss... can you refine your language? You are her superior... at least me and her same.. can talk like this... you......"
Mikey: oorrr....orrrrrrrrr

wahahahaa

Mikey is soooo cute! He is like an old child! Juz now in the afternoon, he asked where i went for lunch, and i said clubhouse. He said never ask him along... coz he went canteen and there was nothing to eat. He even said "eeeeee! eeeeeee!"
Then after awhile, he was talkin to old man... then he made a funny noise saying " he is hungry!"

wah kaoz..... a 40++ man like him... hahahahahaa
oh well.. hes quite cute lah!

happy children day

today.. had lunch with the gang again! Full attendance this time.
It was supposed to be a "children day lunch" by mikey.. hahaa

Early in the morning, mikey offered me a handshake. i was shocked.. then he said... Happy children day!
Wahaha.. that idiot.. then he greeted every1 happy children day.
Then divorcee suggested that mikey is to treat lunch today!

we went to have kfc, then haagan daaz... wooo.. what a lunch eh!
as usual.. the guys are full of crap.. this time worse... coz got ximen and msian somemore.... imagine the power!

4 of us (mikey, oldman, divorcee and me) were earlier hence we juz eat 1st.... then the other 4 (TARZAN!!, Ak, ximen and msian) came later...

Then this Ak... wah.. his mouth is sooo sweet man..
He came... and he wanted to drag another table... there was actually an empty seat on my left... but he dragged another table and sit on my right...
then he said happily..."it doesnt matter where i sit... coz i will still be sitting beside jane"
WAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
then every1 shoot him... said he sibeh "ba!" (meaning hiao...)
wahahahhaaa
"ba cheng" tarzan said him.

Wahahaha.. gosh.. with his kinda mouth... no wonder he is a AK! wahahaha

Then subsequently ximen sat on my left. Then he suddenly said " If you wanna marry, muz find a guy like old man. He so funny.. can make you laugh.... but... he no money"
Me: Oh.. like that cant consider liao!
Wahahaha... geez... They muz have think im sooo materialistic
Then later ximen said again...actually he not poor, he got 2 houses in Msia... and got 1 banana plantation and 1 papaya plantation.
Me: I want durian plantation
ximen : ahhh.. that is the next one! He not bad mah.. he got a car, a condo in bt batok
Me: Bt batok good meh?
Then the people started to say... Sgp gers very demanding...... and started a discussion.
Opps......
Especially tarzan.. suddenly he juz said sgp gers so demanding.. dont waste my time. (sobz)
Anyway, think tarzan today is pms! he is in this so foul mood...

tarzan was eating his chicken with tissue paper, and kena suaned.... then later... we turned our focus to AK... who was using knife n fork to eat his chicken.
He is the winner!!!

Then we went haagan daaz for icecream...
This msian keep long fingernail (just like phua chu kang) and they were saying his nostrils so deep meh?
Then he said like this can fickle further... Awwwww.... men talk... they were outright disgusting.. but I am able to handle it lah...

ok.. today was quite a normal workday for me... got work.. got slack.. got training... and got Z! hehee... Z will be DJing from 10-12 everyday.. so u can imagine what I will be doing during this period.....
Hehehe...