disturbing

Sometimes, i just can't help but disturb people...

ak was recounting abt his glorious days to another colleague abt how girls were interested in him, slipped notes in his books.. blah blah blah. I was working hard and trying my best to ignore the conversation. Til 1 point he said he received notes asking him to go out for movies. Then I bursted out laughing, turned around and asked: r u sure u r that charming???? what happened now?

wahhahaha

james was having this sore throat and he was exclaiming :wah 530 already!
I looked at the time and said... no... 538 already!!! late already!
ak: hahaha... looks who's counting!
james: i can go now! I am sick!
ak: ya james.. go home and have a good rest
me: ooh... james.. hes telling u to shut up
ak: no... i never say that!

james: where should i go?
me: home?
james: yes.. u r rite...
me: but question is... which home?
james: .........

james: hey jane, tomorrow i be coming in later
me: why? planning to sleep til late?
james: no.. pick my girl up. why? u not happy ar???!!!
me: no lah... so tomorrow i dont need to buy breakfast for u lah! hehehe

While waiting for my excel file to unhang, I decided that I shall not waste even 3 seconds doing nothing, hence.. i blogged!!! The !@#@$% file has been hanging for about 15 minutes (or more), and i am currently patiently waiting for it to wake up its idea! I cant afford to close the excel coz i made numerous changes, without saving! Gosh I hate it! Everytime it hangs, then i will slap my forehead thinking why didn't i do the intelligent act of saving the file. WHY!!! It's always too late!

Well.... by the time i finish this blog, u better unhang urself, mr excel!!! This shall be my very last warning....

Just now took those bo liao test and the result was that I am a hot tempered person. Am I??
Hmm... i guess i am just like onion. I have layers of character. But I am no hypocrite. Just that I react accordingly to different situation and persons. Hehe.. this is call adaptive, not hypocrite.

Regarding the temper part, many people know me as a person with a mild temper. Only a handful of people witness my outburst... but i seldom do... coz i got great control!

In actual facts, many things pissed me off... i mean many little things.

I hate it when people talk too softly.
I hate it when people talk too loudly.
I hate it when people is calculative.
I hate it when people is stingy.
I hate it when people blocked my way while i walked.
I hate it when people jump queue.
I hate it when people has body odour.
I hate it when people is indecisive.
I hate it when people dont trust me
I hate it when people stress me.
I hate it when people have poor sense of direction.
I hate it when people have a bad sense of humour.
I hate it when people shows off.
I hate cats. I hate cats staring at me.
I hate it when my mum nag at me.
I hate it when I got no money.
I hate it when i have to wake up so early.
I hate working.

.......

I hate it when my excel hang!!! Damn! I wrote so long already, and it is still hanging... Should I do the heartless act of closing excel and losing all the changes????


I hate it when I didnt save my work!

grrrrr

that deadly time of the month is coming.... thats why in a fiery and everything-also-see-no-right kinda mood... gosh! I should be more hardworking in popping those evening primerose oil tablet.. but it's so big!!! how to swallow!! why dont they manufacture something smaller and more swallowable!!! how stupid can they be!

Opps... i just can't control myself.. excuse me....

I think i got a sooo-approachable and friendly face that strangers keep coming to me to be friends. Hmm, not really strangers, but people who with me.. on bus, in lifts.. u name it!

BUT... sometimes, i'n not as friendly as I look! Ya, I'm kind, approachable, blah blah blah, but sometimes i really treasure those quiet moments when I can be by myself on the bus.

You see, some people talked to me on the bus, and hence we became acquaintance. However, early in the morning, i really appreciate to have some time stoning on the bus, listening to my glenn ong and staring out into the blank. That is how my morning bus ride should be. I dont wanna spent it talking and talking! I will lose lotsa energy like this!

Hence, I always avoid all eye contact and charge up to the bus and relac 1 corner, hoping nobody i know will sit beside me! Hahaha... yes, i know.. i'm weird.. but anything wrong with being able to enjoy myself and have a good "rest" early in the morning? I mean, come on! I just woke up (unwillingly) not long ago, grouchy, tired, sleepy.... i dont wanna be nice to any1...

Okok, fine! I am a weirdo!!!

he is here!

who who???
some1 whom i have been waiting for soooo long, and finally, he decided to descend to earth!

Haha... my dearest Warren Zhou of my best fren, yi! Her baby is here!!! I am sooo excited!!! Well, yes, he was here prematuraed but who cares! he cant wait to see me wat!!!

When i knew that she was in labour, my heart skipped a beat... i cant believe he is coming...
But that day, i was @ genting, hence i couldnt be there with her.. wat a pity!

So, i went to visit her, and him on thursday! Yes, i know.. i shd have blogged on thur nite... but... u know why lah....? right?
Yes! So smart! thats why i always say my fans are the smartest lot!

Anyway, he was soooo tiny! just like a baby doll!! really!! I went soft when i saw him... he was sleeping and hes really really tiny!!! When yi removed the blanket to show me his full body, his toes caught my attention! Oh my god!!! so small!!!!!

My friend... im really happy for her!!! she's got a child of her own! After 8 mths of toiling, this is the fruit of her!! And i sincerely wanted the best for him and her! Hence the excited aunty went all crazy buying those tiny whiny mittens and booties for him. I spent almost 1 hour choosing them. And guess wat? in the end, i came out of the shop with 4 pairs of plain looking 1, and 1 "i love mummy" pair!
1 hour! and this is what u get???? come on!!!

But hey!! wait!!!! the 1 hour was spent thinking, which should be the safest? u know.. babies are very small, tender and fragile. Too much coloring - no good! too much ribbon - no good! wait scratch his head. Moreover, hes a boy! Helllo!! ribbon on a Man-to-be? No way!! Fabric too tough - no good! Elasticity band seems tight- no good!
So it was after all those intelligent thoughts that I emerged with some safe (and boring) looking pairs. I explained to yi that i think these work the best, and she praised me for being such a thoughtful aunty!
Hehe! Yes i am!!!
Of coz, i got him a toy ball and some clothings too! More to come! I am gonna splurge on him man!!! He's gonna grow up with such a lovely aunty hovering all around him!

Why did i dote on him so much? 1 of the main reason was that, she is really my dear dear friend. My friend since my sec school, sec 1 to be precise.. so we have been friends for like...27-13=??
she is really a dear to me. i will never ever forget the help she rendered me when i was down and out...
u see, when i was young and juz out of school, i took on a f up job and i really cant stand it but wanna quit. however, if i quit immediately, i need to pay 1 mth of salary. I got no savings at that point of time, hence no money to pay the company. 1.6k wasnt too much but to pay for nothing. its quite a hefty sum. I dont wana ask my parents for it coz im supposed to be independent. Hence I went to yi for it. Without 2nd question, she went to the bank to ask for a cheaque to be issued to me. I was damn touched, and i would never ever forget it. Though in the end, something miraculous happened, and i didnt even touch the $, but it was something that I will remember for my whole life. Hence, she is a dear to me!

A worthy friend for me! and hence, a worthy friend from me too!!!

Warren, just remember my face coz i will be there whenever u need/dun need me! hehehe!!

I'm on the top of the world!

Hmmm... not exactly.. maybe juz top of malaysia?
Hehee... but my mood is certainly relative to the top of the world!

Last weekend(17-18 Nov), went to Genting...

It's a holiday plus mission trip... mission in the sense that I have an agenda... to meet 1 of my beloved human being... my idol to be exact... who else but my ZChen!!


He was there to perform for a malaysian charity show. At 1st, i was still hesistant about going... go so far.. and he will only sing 1 or 2 songs. Is it worth my effort and $?

My conclusion now is... CERTAINLY!
I was sooooo glad that I went!!! What a wonderful experience.

Ok, the bus ride wasnt wonderful.... 6 long hours of ride.. my gosh! And the turning and winding roads... Before the trip, i was thinking... will i get back alive? What if the coach overturn and roll down the hills? What a waste to my life eh?

Anyway, it didnt happened... I was blessed!

It was cool, but not too cold... our room was ok... quite comfortable, except theres no bathtub!!!
Walked around... ate... and waited for the time to come....

about 730, went to the venue -Arena of Stars.... The last time i saw him was back in Nov 2005.. it has been 2 years... 2 years without seeing someone beloved... so u can imagine the excitement and anticipation I have...

As always, he sang damn well!! Melted me once again.... what a voice!!!! my Zchen!

After the performance, aifang called Z's manager to ask if we can take pic with him....
WOW!!!! I Want!!!!

And we were granted the honour. Z was eating @ kfc, hence we quickly proceeded there...
my god! There u r, my prince!!!

The feeling of familiarity yet bashfulness surround me...
I am actually quite a shy lady, especially in front of the person I love... oh! Did i blush??
Anyway, aifang then tell him i come from singapore.
then I asked if he still remember me?
He said he does.
Really!!! I was overjoyed!!!
(But later I think back, who would say no leh?)
Anyway, giving him the benefit of doubt, he REMEMBERS ME!!!!

Then I started to say long time never see him... 2 years already...
why he never come singapore!
He said he didnt release album
then i said.. see lah.. i need to come up the hill to see him....

But an embarrassing situation occurs. I tink i was pouting while talking to him. oh my god!!! i was acting cute!!! damnz!!! such an old woman acting cute! gross!!!
but i like to declare that it wasnt intentional! it's juz a natural reaction!

sigh, hope it didnt affect his appetite... hehe

then we sat down at a table beside him... and i was sitted in such a position that i can gawk at him whole time, and watch him savour his fried chicken.
But of coz, i didnt... i juz stole some glances at him.

It's kinda creepy to have some1 watch u while u eat.. i know my limit, hence i didnt gawk at him while he eats... though i wouldnt mind... and i would love to...
but of coz, i respect him well enough.. let him have some privacy... though i hope he wouldnt think i was gawking at him man.. coz i really DIDNT!

But he looked quite cute enjoying his chicken!

He was even asking us if we r not eating, then he said malaysia kfc is nice...

Was he like introducing me to eat kfc!!???? soooo sweet!!!

Anyway, when he finished, it was time to take pictures! yea man!
he came over our table and took some pic with us, group and individual. what a cute and friendly guy he is!! of coz, he threw in some corny jokes meanwhile too... like he said hes not gonna move.. ask us to move around him to take pic.
But as he was sitting opp me, and it makes more sense for him to move over and take with me...
and i was like asking... u really cant move?
then he said.. okok... i move over
whahahahaa seeee! he is such an obliging idol!
Click. dunno what pose, hence i didnt do anything.. dun dare to be too close to him, in case he slap me for outraging his modesty.

this about half an hour of up close and personal made my genting trip beautiful!
despite the altogether 12 hours bus ride! despite paying much more for the peak charges. despite wasting about 60$ for the cancellation of 1 nite stay....

everything is worth it...
thanks to my sweetest Zchen!!!

Hope to see ya soon! muacks!!!

it wasn't me!

Sorry to be lagging, but yesterday I was too busy slacking away to blog.
And since I am slacking here now, I might as well blog now...
Hmmm... complicated? too hard to understand? Hmmm... i can't help being such a complicated person.. my apologies... maybe u can try reading it a few more times?

Anyway, yesterday went for my driving again. I am such a hardworking person lately... 2 lessons in 1 week! bravo!! I think soon, i can become a cab driver!

Anyway, met another Mr nice guy, who's rather patient. When I got into the car, i immediately do the necessity, ie adjust car seat and mirror.... b4 he stepped in... then he asked: r u a very impatient girl?
I am like... huh? Impatient? More like efficient lah!

Hello!!! learning to drive is expensive leh! muz make full use of the 100 min mah! hahaha

Anyway learnt right turn yesterday... quite tough and I really dont tink i grasped it well, but he passed me anyway.

He asked me who is my original instructor... and i told him its "the devil and angel"
Then he started asking me how i find the devil...

me: quite strict
him: I heard many ppl complain abt him. thats why i asked u... how u feel abt him?
me: oh.. really ar? hes really quite fierce... i met a few instructors and all r frenly.. except him!
And I went on and on and on... whining again.

I didnt want to bring up the bad memories (and backstabbing him), but he probed me so much! I have no choice but to get tricked by him!

So, the devil just doesn't hate me... he hate EVERYONE!! It's not a personal grudge he has against me! Phew.....

And this Mr Nice said my driving is not bad!
See!!! Not bad what! Why the devil make it sound like I am never gonna get my licence? Grrr!!!

think he's mentally unsound.

And then he commented that the angel is funny funny 1... walk funny... behave funny....
Ya right.. every1 got a problem except u lah, Mr nice...

hehe... remember that my angel had told me his secret that he is taking a special course outside and nobody in the driving centre knows abt it....
Hmpfh! I am the reliable secretkeeper again!
Hehe.. of course, i kept my mouth damn tight! No, i'm not going to leak 1 word out...
So what can u gather about me from here?

Just 1 more adjective to add to my long list of virtues - trustworthy!!! Yes I am!!! I am nice!!! Kind! Sweet! Positive! Cute! and so on.....

here again

why didn't I blog yesterday?

I was having migraine... AGAIN..... so after i reached home, i went to sleep.... which is like 7+pm... had almost 12 hours of sleep... but my head is still throbbing abit... sigh....
thanks to the late nights that I had enjoyed recently...

I guess there is nothing much to talk about, with regards to migraine. You wont be interested anyway...

So how was my day? Went to work, and was surprised to see nobody in office.... The whole world is on leave! I am quite glad coz it means... no gahmen! freedom!! I can do whatever I want! Yea!! BUt then, sadly, my boss had entrusted me with work to do already... sigh.....

Anyway, I couldnt achieved much due to my headache... and i knocked off at about 5 (shhh)
the reason i knocked off early is because I got driving lesson at 615pm!

I was a brave little girl! Ok... brave big girl.... okok....brave old woman! to go for my extremely stressful driving lesson despite my migraine.

Driving lesson was good yesterday. Met my perfect instructor! He is very patient, smiley and teaches well! Not like the devil instructor I had last lesson.

Til 1 point, I asked him which group he is from, and he asked me why. Then i started whining about the devilish instructor i had last lesson. Though the tone wasn't exactly whining, but the point is there. I think I must have looked somewhat comical, as I relived my horror tales about my last lessons...

he banging on the windows to ask me look at blind spots
asking me in his stern voice: did u check mirror!
U braked too last min!
Nobody ever push u b4 rite? Nvm, I will be the bad guy!

Mr nice was saying... he used the wrong approach... is there a need to be so fierce?
Wow! He hears me! This is what I want for an instructor!

Of coz, i have to sound somewhat professional and grown up, hence I added: but he's not bad also lah... he stress me also for my good...
Then Mr nice said... yes... he also want it for your own good, but no need to be so stressful.

See, i so know how to be people. eh hiao zho lang.... not as in make babies, but... know how to turn the situation around... hehe

Hope I will get more of Mr Nice!!! Have a great day Mr nice!

Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali to you 1st! though it's a bit late.. but better be late than never right?

Today, went to meet my jc mate @ orchard... We used to hang out together during our jc times and she's 1 of my closer classmates back then. Sad to say this, she might be the only one from my class that I still keep in touch with ....
But ever since we started working, we seldom meet up... and today is like the 9th time we meet up since we left school? Hahaha....

Time flies... we knew each other when we were 17... and look! It has been 10 years already! She's blissfully married now, and me? Ha! Don't even ask!

It's good to meet up with old time friends and I was updating her about my life. Haha... as if there are any changes.

Career- 0
Money - 0
Honey - 0

There really isn't anything much I can update her about.... and i was complaining to her that... we are approaching 30 soon! Gosh!
30!!!! We are old!!!

I need a life objective! I need some directions in life! I can't be as lost as a lamb forever. I need to wake up my idea!

Great! I think I have just thought of my life objective. It's great! It's incredible! I am going to make the 1st million dollar b4 I turn 30!!!

I gotta go check out the toto results now!!

Whish!

A secret

I had just been led on a secret by a "close" colleague of mine....

On thu, he told me... "i am going to tender soon"
Not as in love me tender.. love me sweet....

but tender as in.. tender his resignation!

WHat!!! He is leaving!!!??? NOOOOO!!!!!!!

He is some1 who takes very good care of me... buying my birthday present, breakfast, gifts, generous with his compliments.. making me feel I'm the queen!

And he is leaving!! NO!! who will peel prawn for me??? who will serve me the dishes???? WHO!!!??????

Sigh sigh....

But he was telling me "i dont want u to be the last to know"
coz apparently, i am the 3rd person to know about it...

"i dont want u to be the last to know"

What does it mean??? Am i supposed to like tell him not to leave? Am i supposed to beg him to stay??? Is that his purpose of telling me????

And I did none of those! Though I was kinda sad... but i was telling him... to tender earlier so he can have a break b4 his new job.... like encouraging him to leave... with no regrets.....

gosh.... and he told me to keep it a secret, til he really tender......

I hate to be a secret keeper... it's always at the exit of my sexy lips, but i have to kiap it real tight.....

I am such a reliable keeper... so... dont worry... come tell me all your secrets!!

baby and mother

I had to blog again.... but to be separated from the previous nutty blog, coz this is a SERIOUS blog.... Yes... serious opinions and views from my serious alter ego....

My dear friend is going to give birth soon in December, and she was telling me the other day that her mother in law wanted her to send the baby to china. (Background info: she married a chinese man from mainland china). How ridiculous.

The initial plan was for the MIL to come to Sgp and take care of the baby. However, now they were thinking that the FIL may be lonely staying alone in china, hence was planning on bringing the baby back to china. Of course, without my friend. Meaning.. the mother and child will be separated til he is about time to start education... so we are talking about 5- 6 years... And they were doing all the planning in secret, without telling my friend. Lucky the hubby told her about it. She was freaked out when she heard it. And was very troubled by it, feeling lost and dont know what to do.
She asked me: what would you do if you were in my shoes?

I was really thinking.... ask ur MIL to f off!
I told her.. no way! U MUST NOT give in... why would any sgp baby wanna be "downgraded" to stay there? only china babies would move to sgp for a better life. not the other way around! And whats worse, the baby and mother wil b separated. How can that be? A mother love is MOST important in a baby's life.

I don't know but she seems to be considering about it. What is there to think about??? The straight answer is NO!

I think as you go into different stage in life, you will tend to think differently. I am now a swinging single and would not think about anything except my own right. But maybe, there are other factors which she has to consider...

oh, my poor friend...

Hope the china family would not be so selfish to rob the baby and my friend.

I wanna hang out with the baby and make myself her favourite aunty 1 leh!!!

Plane crashed!!

My life has been so dramatic lately.. or at least, in my dreams....

Had some wonderful and freaky dreams yesterday again.. haha! My life in my dream is definately much more interesting than my real life....zzz

Ok, 1st, i dreamt that I went taiwan for holiday.. ALONE! But somehow, there are some friends who were there.. although I'm supposed to be there alone... but oh well...
Lived in a beach house and can see the beach when i woke up! Shiok man! Such beautiful scenary I got... however, the beach house which i stayed in is kinda creepy.. in the sense that, there is a short creepy looking room attendant who has the key to every room and would just barged into the room without warning, especially when you are showering. Ya, he did just that when I was showering! I was so angry that I went to complain.. but the manager in charge said there is nothing he can do about it.
WHAT!!???? What kinda service is this? I was thinking to myself... lucky next day, im goin back to town... but how am i going to live alone for that nite? he might sneaked in anytime at nite and....... What a nitemare! And I emphasized again.. he looks real creepy!!! *shuddered*

Next scene, I was walking along tampines. What am I doing @ tampines? I dont know... walking on the road with some friends when suddenly I looked up the sky and saw a plane crashing down! It was rather near me, and I was 1 of the few alert and speedy witness who act fast enough to see the plane crashed down. It crashed down to a construction site where they are building a high rise apartment. Damn... imagine the number of people killed in this freak accident! There was great fire and fire engine and civil defence, every1 just came and try to salvage the situation.... I looked at my watch. It was about 1.20pm, and i was thinking... i hope their lunch break starts from 1pm.. so there wont be much people @ the site

End of dream.

Haha!! Weird dreams......