This I Promise You

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

You were there.....

I guess you've heard
I guess you know
In time I have told you
But I guess I'm too slow
It's overly romantic
But I know that it's real
I hope you don't mind if I say
What I feel
It's like I'm in somebody else's dream
This could not be happening to me

But you were there
You were everything I've never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

Don't be alarmed
No, don't be concerned
I don't want to change things
Leaving just as they were
I mean nothing's really different
It's me who feel strange
I'm always lost for words
When someone mentions your name
I know I'll get over this for sure
I'm not the type who dreams
There could be more

But you were there
You were everything I've never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

Can I take your smile home for me?
Or the magic in your hands?

But you were there
You were everything I've never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep
I was alone
I opened my eyes and you were there

The rain has stopped the storm has passed
Looking all the colours
Now the sun's here at last
I suppose that you were leaving
But I want you to know
Part of you stays with me
Even after you go
Like an actor playing someone else's scene
This could not be happening to me

But you were there
You were everything I've never seen
You woke me up from this long
And endless sleep
And I, I am not alone
I am not alone
I opened my eyes and you were there…

withdrawal symptoms me?

i feel so bored!
Yes, its rare to hear me saying that im bored at home, and wished to go out! Hahaha... muz be the harry withdrawal symptoms...

i got no life!!!
i got nothing to do!
I wish i am out somewhere chilling out with my friends... instead of lying in front of my pc and blogging now... grrrrrr

i wanna go out have fun!
I wanna go to the beaches and watch the seawaves...
i wanna go travelling!
i wanna drink gin tonic! or chilled mocha!
I wanna go dempsey road!
I wanna hang out with cool guys!
I wanna talk cock sing songs

arrghh.. its boring!!!

I Finished DH!!!!

Its Saturday! And I have finished...... HArry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!!
Yea.. After 1 week, finally finished it... actually today i kinda read half of the book... suddenly got entranced by it...
It's sad.., there will be no more harry potter anymore.... i think its really a great collection! I will be rereading the whole series again.... and be awed by it again... JK Rowling got really good imagination... her story and plot.. all sound sooo real!
Being a nice and kind lady, i shall tell you who died in the last book!
Fred... sobz... i love the twins... hate to see him go...
Snape! an unexpected twist in the story!! wooo.. totally unexpected...
Dobby... the good old elf...
of coz... He who muz not be named...

i cant wait to watch the movie.. hope it will be as detailed as the book...

Harry Potter - the books of the century!

Just now, my mum ask me to bring a brown towel to dry myself...
me: i where got brown 1??
mum: got lah...
me asked her to show me
she went to cupboard to get it... "hey.. its grey"
me( acting annoyyed): r u color blind or ur english is that bad??
my mum was dumbstrucked for 23 seconds....

wahahhaa.. im good at suaning people eh?

Yesterday, I broke my thrifty spell again.. i..... bought chicken pie and treated my colleagues!! damn!!! My $8 fly away just like this!! but it was a good chicken pie.. and every1 love it... and i love it too... seeing those guys enjoying my pies... i am contented.
I LOVE CHICKEN PIE!!!

yesterday at abt 530.. when my alert was down, ali suddenly shoot me a question
ali: so jane, how is ur work?
me: good.. goood....
ali: u enjoy ur work?
me: errr.. tryin to enjoy..
ali: wat u mean by tryin to enjoy
me: no lah... juz kidding... ahhahahahaa (tryin my best to recover)
ak: no lah.. she juz wanna say there is no place she rather be.... right?
me: oh yes... he knows me best!!!
ali walked away, smiling.....

his 2 staff acting cute.... on fri evening... terrible...

damn see......

Just came back from a wonderful outing...
my virgin trip to Dhemspehy/Demphsey/Demphsy.. or how u spell it.. i dont know!!
Damn See Road ok????

It's quite a cool place!! very dark and private... with those nice cosy (and expensive looking) restaurants planted there... in the end, we went for the safe choice of Dome... coz it cant be that expensive... though i cant say the same about the indian or jappo cuisines...
Then we went Ben n Jerry... i simply love that place! The deco is soooo cool!!! nice ice cream... nice atmosphere... i wish i can frequent there... but rather inaccessible...
only with a car then can we go there...
see.. now u know why i wanna find a bf who drives... then can bring me go such places of happyness.. and let me pursue my happyness!

Very nice!!!!

But.. its only thursday... still gotta go work tomorrow! arrgh!!! sickening!!!

Compraint princess

today is the day in which troublemakers rules!!!
My day started with this ali grumbling about some gap. (my work lah.. dont wanna bore u with the details)
Apparently, he is not on good term with this other manager from another country and they both wanna slam each other.
Ali claimed that anti-ali mgr did not answer his questions abt the gap.
Anti-Ali manager claimed that ALi did not read his email properly.

hence ali gruntled and asked me to investigate the history. is it really that he misread the emails. he wants me to do all the investigation (shit) work.

"I wanna wack the shit out of this bloody asshole!" he said to me.

Of coz, with his orders, i worked on it immediately. and found out the history. Indeed, there was a gap initially... but everything has been resolved hence the gap thing can be ignored. but this ali buay gum muan... i think he simply wanna wack this other for saying he did not read his email properly.
I mean... actually there is no issue now, but ali just wanna find trouble! and somehow got me involved.. sigh.. waste my time man!
Hence i decided to act blur and innocent (just like puss in the boots). I looked at him with wide eyes and scratched my head...
he said: nvm.. i go read the emails...

wahahaa
i wasnt copied on the emails what.... dont blame me! It wasn't me!!!

My dad is a trouble maker, and my mum too.....

Basically, almost every1 is a troublemaker.. including myself!
What did our sainty jane do?

Few days back, i went to complain about my neighbour, but of coz its not groundless accusation. 1 idiot actually threw soiled sanitary pads out of her windows! EEEEEwww... how sick can 1 get right?? that was downright disgusting! This is not the 1st month she do it.. happened a few months already (according to my mama).
Hence, i decided to complain to town council. My neighbourhood can do without such a sicko! Hope they will be able to nail down the sicko and give her a stern warning! Sickening woman!!!

Then conveniently, i also raise another issue of our neighbourhood. the railing at the bus stop is damaged and now it is dangling dangerously... some blur freaks may just simple fall off the railings if he/she try to sit on it... which is always the case with those teenagers. Arent they afraid of falling over???
I requested for them to take actions to repair the railings.

I am becoming so socially responsible... i scare they may ask me to run for the MP of my neighbourhood!!!

the $2...

I found another way to save $!
By using cash (instead of Nets or Credit Card) to pay your stuff!

But how? you may ask....
You see... just now i went to a supermarket and bought $6.75 worth of stuff, hence i gave her a $10 note. she returned me a change of $5.25.
See! A saving of $2!!! Not bad eh?
Yea... i know.... im not being honest here.. but it's THEM who gave me the wrong change. it's not like i go steal the money from their cashier right? They are the BLUR 1... and i am the ACT blur 1...

But nothing can recoup my lunch money lah. Hence I think I badly need the extra $2!

As you all would have know, i am current embarking on a thrifty new me plan. that is to spend as little as i can. Hence just now during lunch, i was deciding to eat a soup with rice which cost $4, vs a cant-be-that-expensive yong tau foo..
i decided on yong tau foo so that i dont need to spend so much.
but SHIT happens...
my yong tau foo came up to $4.50!! More expensive that my initial craving of salted veggie soup!!! OMG!!!! Karma is it?

So, now.. u decide for yourself whether I deserve the $2 anot....

So from now onwards, i will be paying my stuff in cash! and praying hard that they give me wrong change... of coz i mean.. more change, not less ok!!!

hmmm.. what else should I say here...
I think i should throw in some laugh punches as a reward here.. i know u people missed them.

On Monday, ak suddenly turned to me and said: i dont undertsnad why people muz speak dialect in office. its very rude.
i was shocked as i juz came back from toilet and im clueless what hes talking about. Then he explained that just now 2 persons were conversing in cantonese loudly, and he found it rude.
and i replied: why? u not happy? coz u dun understand what they talkin right? selfish.. never share with u what they talking about.
AK was puzzled by me... he didnt know what i was trying to say, and he said: what makes u think i dont understand canto?
wahahaha.. ok... its not something that is easily understandable by ordinary folks. Aka... Muggles!

Speaking of muggles, flashback time! Bought the very last book of harry potter on Saturday 21 Jul. It costed me a whooping $48! and i still havent finish readin it.. i stil dont know who die!

Then yesterday, old man asked me on how do i get my ringtones... (coz he just bought a new hp! finally he is dumping his Nokia 8250!)
he was complaining that his ring tone was quite soft. hence mikey and i asked him to try calling, and let us listen.
the phone rang.. then slowly the ringtone grew louder and louder.
mikey: u set ascending tone rite? ok what.. can hear what...
me: hmmm.. u dont answer the call 1st lor... wait awhile.... then u answer
old man (looking puzzled and amused): ok.. so i dont answer 1st huh.....

ok.. last thing.. pls visit http://singaporeaderz.blogspot.com. Reading is good for you! Period.

Sweet dreams are meant to be...

I had a sweet dream yesterday. its something like a blessing in disguise kind of dream. Leave me feeling " i wanna fall in love"...

Somehow, i was send to London (must be under the influence of Harry Potter) for work last minute. But my mum was sick.. but i had no choice, i have to go, hence went unwillingly. It was a short trip. I dont remember my work days there at all...

Then it's time to come back to Singapore. I was so happy. But somehow, my last minute attitude infiltrated my dreams too. I went to airport very late, almost missing my flight. and when i reached airport, then i realised my air tix is not with me! I panicked!
But there was this tall, handsome, gentle, caring guy who happened to be my friend. He was there to help me when i was panicing. Somehow, in that dream, he was some1 i fancied. So imagine my joy of him helping me when i was in a lost. I sooo in love with him, but more of secretly admiring. He did not know that i like him. Then the airline personnel told me that my flight will be delayed by 1 week! I will be going home later by 1 week. I was worried about my sick mum. But at the same time, i was happy that I get to spend more time with my Mr X!

It was that feeling of being in love! It has been really long since i admire some1 like this. That nolstagic feel! And who is this mysterious Mr X!??? I dont remember who he is...

I really hope some1 like my dream guy will appear before me... soon....

How to save/make money?

I have no money!
I need money!

so what should i do to generate more money?

1. get more business on http://singaporeaderz.blogspot.com/. please help me generate more sales!!

2. sell more stuff on my yahoo auction http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/booth/janech18

3. go to work on time and catch the FREE shuttle bus so i can save on transportation fees

4. dont spend so much during lunchtime

5. Stop treating people, and be less generous

6. Take on a part time job?

7. Reduce my incessant spending

i need to set an amount to save up man... else i will be poor poor POOR!!!

or who wanna provide for me? come on!! be my sugar daddy!!! shower me with lotsa and lotsa money!

and how else can i save $? pls help with your wisely advice.....
thanks!

Best Regards,
the poor poor woman

my bearbear is gone.......

this is such a bad day...
not very lah.. at least after work.. it's quite bad...

i wanted to go vivo after work, and james was kind enough to drive me there.. yea!!!
and when i reached, the bad luck starts....

1. happily going to singpost to order my harry potter... but the post office was closed! I was like.. so shocked! i tot wed post office will close later? but apparantly not for the harborfront branch.. sigh.....

2. then went to buy an earphone.... i have been soo thrifty that i have been listening to 1 side of my earphone only for several months. finally, my earphones died on me, and its time to get a new 1! happily got 1... thinking how nice that my music is goin into my left and right ears!
who knows!!!! tat damn earphone is only working on the left side! damn shit! its a brand new 1 leh!!!!! kns!!!

3. and the saddest moment of all..... my bearbear is gone...... some1 had brought him/her home! sigh.. i felt like a piece of my fingernail is gone....
thats how painful it was for me..
sigh... wherever u r bearbear, wishing u all the best!

whatever, tomorrow, let me win toto.. and i will revert back to my happy self....

so.... u know what to do!!! 6 magic numbers!!!

Need you support!!!

Helloo!!!

The entreprenuer me suddenly had a brillant idea implanted on me!!

What do i love to buy?
Books!

And i would like to share my books with my fellow human! but of coz, at a small charge lah...

pls check out the website http://singaporeaderz.blogspot.com/

I will be constantly adding on more titles as i digged on my massive collections and as i buy more....

come leh! reading is good for health! Lead a healthy lifestyle!
Rent a lit!!!

my sleeping bearbear

today, i went to visit my bearbear again! but too bad it was sleeping.. but still, it look sooooo cute while sleeping.. oh my god... i really love it...
i felt love sick man... wanna have it, but cant have.. very long never have tis kinda feeling already... bearbear.. u take my breath away.....
i miss u bearbear....

and look! there r 2 new members... 2 little silky terrier... and yes, they are damn cute too!!!
when i see them, my knees really go jelly and i wanna groaned... how can there be such cute things??
not to forget the 2 toy poodles there...

my loves........

introducing my beloved dog.. bearbear... isnt he/she/it cute.. adorable??? dun u juz feel like squeezing it so tight that it blend into ur body?? sooo sooo cute!!! my beloved bearbear...
but theres only 1 important point... hes staying at vivo... and... im not the rightful owner...
saw him at the petshop @ vivo.. and i fell right in love with him.. til i really got a strong desire to buy him back.. but being such a lazy bum, i dont think i can take care of him...
well... i will just try to visit it while i can... and hoping that nobody buy him sooon....
oh my dear little bearbear (See! I have even given him a name liao! my gosh!!!)

ok.. talk about my worklife abit...
today... i think im abit too much!!

went lunch with my boss and an ex-colleague.

ex was lookin at mikey car and asking him about the thing
ex: how does this work?
mikey: hmmm......
me: aiya... juz say u dont know how to work it
mikey: hahaha.. ya.. actually i dont know...


ex(asking mikey): how come u can afford to go such long holiday?
(background: my boss juz came back from hokkaido last sunday, there for about 10 days)
boss:i got good staff supporting me what.. why not?
me: ya.. hes talkin about me
wahahahahaha
boss: 1 thing about the people in our dept is... all very thick skin

me: ya, i do all the work for him, so he can go back on time, while we contractors stay back and ot...
boss: ya lah... thats why u all are here...so that we can go home at 5pm! hahha u know... 7 is not an acceptable time for them... hahaha and we feed them well during lunch.. coz they have no dinner.

boss: whatever i need to do, then i pass to jane lor
me: ya lor, then i do all the work lor... after that, pass it back to him, then he send out lor
boss: ya lah... add credit to my name lah

ex: why u dont intro boyfriend to her?
boss: our office got alot of men what....
ex: oh thats good
boss: but all married 1s...
ex: oohh.. married cant lah..
me: haiz... its like that lah... i work too hard.. no social life

then later, another ex colleague rama came over to say hi to boss and me
then he said: i better go talk to jane
me: no... im busy doing michael's work... i think u better go chat with michael!
rama: wah... ic... so he give u all the work to do?
me: opps... im juz kidding.. not true not true..
rama: i know lah.. thats what he always do 1... i understand... i know u r being honest...
me: hehehe

after all these, i felt that im too much lah! im playin too hard liao.. hence i decided not to claim credit anymore... the up and coming strategy is to lick my boss boots and make him feel like a king! and im his slave!!!

" oh, without the great guidance from michael, how would i ever manage my work?"
" i think i will die without michael man.. hes sooo important"
" michael is such a goood boss! i would lay my life for him!"

etc etc etc

another crappy tuesday

my brain must be in a bad state of rotting... hence its oozing with rotten stuff for these few days...

tarzan: where is ak?
me: he never tell u meh?
tarzan: no...
me: he went dentist...
tarzan: i thought he go somewhere and skive.. no meh?
me: no lah.. he go pull teeth
tarzan: oh... pull 1 teeth can get 2 days of mc... good
me: not 1 week meh?
tz: 1 week is for wisdom tooth... his no need. u know why need 1 week mc? coz they remove the wisdom tooth.. become stupid.. need some times to recover
me: ooh.. hmmm.. i think i better go remove my wisdom tooth... i too wise already
tz: hahahaa... ya... i think hor.. u need 1 mth of mc
me: whahahaa.. but can u do without me for 1 mth?
tz: why not? i dont need u what.... (sniggering away)
me: ok.........

in the morning, i forwarded carl jr $2 discount coupon with the message: helping u save $2 when u treat me

then ak replied: ok.. pls print many copies of it, and i will bring u to mcd to eat

me: no use coupons no kick... so how many teeth u extracted?

ak: 1 too many. i wish this is my last time to the dentist

me: welll... remove all ur teeth at 1 shot.. and u will not need to visit dentist anymore

ak: very funny

me: opps.. sorry... hope u r not laughing so hard til ur teeth hurts. ok.. take care... rest well

ak: ya.. u better stop ur wise cracks else i will make ur teeth hurt too, get it

me: not really.. r u threatening to punch me so i will have as little teeth as u?

ak: argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then.....
was smsing with my friend who juz got back from hk. he was complaining that he went with the wrong crowd (his family.. opps)

me: nex time, bring me along. i bring u to exciting place... can meet rich and pretty ger, marry and live happily ever after
fren: u will bring me go where? disneyland? meet who? snow white?
me: no lah.. snow white is a vase, useless.. i intro u better 1... cinderella! can help u do housework
fren: but i dont like ang mo.. got others?
me: no problem... u like chinese rite? mulan!! can protect u somemore!
fren: no figure. i wan rich, chio, nice figure. got?
me: wah.. u very demanding leh... but lucky i got many lobangs. got 1 meet all ur requirements. u will be pleased.... minnie!!!
fren: can.. but need to go surgery. ears too big
me: wah lau.. u very demanding leh!!! forget it.. i dun wanna go with u liao!

my wishlist of the moment

1. after hearing so much raves, i wanna watch transformers too!
2. i wanna rewatch all past harry potter movies, and watch the new 1 real soon
3. 1 week off.. and i will totally devote it to read the whole series of harry potter, and prepare for the coming new book on 21 july!
4. harry potter new book
5. a bf who drives
6. a bf who is loaded, a.k.a. filthy rich!
7. a cute bf


well.. i tried to think of top 10.. but i can only come up with 7... and not to mention.. some are repeats.. hehehe
seee... im not a greedy person...

so pls! grant me my wish!!!!
wishin, and hoping' and prayin' ....

pepper lunch

sometimes, i think im quite funny... i am tickled by my own humour... i wish i can be my bf! u know... how much i love myself now... and how much i admire myself... hehehe

today i had quite a fun day at work... the earlier part of the day was quite boring...
til tarzan asked if we wanna go lunch with them....
me: wah.. u treating is it?
tarzan: no... ak is treating
ak (to tarzan): i said i wana treat u.. but u give up to jane.. so u pay urself ok
me: thanks!

then tarzan took some choco and offered saying its fortune choco.
me: from u, muz b unfortunate lah.. dun wan

then 2 min later,
tarzan (to ak): hurry up leh... juz now was only me waiting.. now is the whole world waiting for u!
me: wow... i didnt know i mean the world to u....
and i ran off to the loo, without hearing his exclamation....

we went to shaw centre. initially was only tarzan, ak, sang and me. we were already on our way on the road in the car, then ali called, hence we had to uturn back to pick him up!!
ya! thats how nasty he is... normal people will say nvm.. u guys go ahead then
but he shamelessly asked us to reverse and pick him up! geez!
then sang said: why cant he have lunch himself?
ak:later he gets on.. u ask him ok? ask him why he has to trouble his colleagues to bring him out for lunch
me: ya.... say francis said.......

then later, ali got on, then asked why never wait for him for lunch
then ak said: i told tarzan i wanna get something from shaw centre.. juz a quick 1.. then he invited the ladies along, so i said ok.. good idea... then he said.. lets go b4 ali look for us...
wahahahhaa... ak sabo tarzan... and guess what????
me: ya... i heard that too.....


bits and pieces of our conversation.. im too lazy to type out everything....

we went to pepper lunch. this is the 1st time i ate it... it was ok, i dont really enjoy it..
when mine come, i asked: how to eat?
then they said : do i look like a helpdesk?
me: no.. but u look like a chef, i cant see lah... u see.. the instructions is facing u... i cant read...


tarzan: ya.. i drink alot of milk
then me and sang went giggling
tarzan: why u all laugh? i really drink alot of milk..... meiji... marigold...
me: u mean.... MARY???
wahahaha.. then every1 start throwing in lady names... and i heard ali mentioned "jane"
:O

ak: the lunch was quite good huh... but do i smell now? but actually im quite confident of how i smell
me: u sure? lift up ur arm pit..... left side? right side?
ak: both sides smell good


they r cute! ali is cute also... he was saying abt how he wanna avoid margie... and even said.. the way to stop the conversation is for a call to come in.. then he will excuse himself and go away.. whahahahaa
imagine him telling his subordinates all these... then they said nex time, if ali sms them to call him, then they know he waiting for their rescue.. ahahha

almost a misadventure...

on friday nite, or should i say saturday morning?
it was 12.42am, and i was feeling drowsy and such... when my phone beep... there's a sms.. in my mind, i was cursing.. shit.. juz when im about to sleep.. who wanna disturb me...
i was thinking...i shall check tomorrow...
then... i think... aiya.. juz check lah....

it was from ak!!
ak: r u go dreamland now?
i thought he sms wrong person or what... but in order not to be rude, i replied: ya... reaching entrance soon..
then he replied : opps! sorry to disturb u. nite nite!

then i went to sleep... i was really tired, and dont feel like entertaining him

yesterday late noon, i decided to be kpo and sms him to ask whats up with the sms yesterday?
then he said he had juz finish meeting frens... and see if there is any chance of me still outside. and he ended the sms with a WINK!
what the fish!! so late at nite, he wanna ask if im still outside! and what does he wanna do with me!!!
if im outside, what will happen man!!
but nay... chances of me outside at 12++... is rare....

i suspect... he is drunk.....

Farewell National Stadium

It was goodbye national stadium on 30 Jun 2007...
it has been around for 30? 35 years? i hate to see it go.. really....

my love with national stadium , i still remember vividly was the Malaysia Cup days... when i was in secondary school... that was the time soccer was sooo hot, and every1 deck in red top to support the Lions... with the likes of Fandi Ahmad, Lim Tong Hai, Lee Mun Hong, Nazri Nasir, Malek Awab, Sundram, etc etc... i was such a big fan then... always in stadium cheering the lions and jeering the opponents and referees... i missed those days...

So i decided, i have to be there yesterday.. despite my desire to laze at home...
went there with a colleague and my dad! I knew my dad would love to be there, hence i invited him along!

1st was the match between the Singapore ex internationals vs Malaysia ex internationals.. all uncles running, or should i say.. jogging around...
the score was 1-1...

then they lighted up the caudrol(or however u spell it) by this old athelete... magnificant.... it was the very last time that it is being lighted.

then the match between SG and AUS... Aus beat SG by 3-0... sigh.... why didnt they give us some face and let us score some goals? let me have something to cheer mah....but to be fair... SG put on a good fight... 2 hit the poles... lady luck was not on our side.. if not, we would have scored!
but i had fun cheering and jeering... "refereee kayu!! bodo! goal goal goal!! " and of coz... the kallang wave...

then later... mark and brian richmond came to gave some talks.. i love this segment... they walked on the field and introduced some memorable spots where magic was performed... like sundram famous bicycle kick. it was really nice....
at that point of time, i feel like stopping them from closing the stadium down.... (as if i can lah.... hehee)

then.. they light off the caudrol, and fireworks in the sky! i just love fireworks... waiting for national day to see them again...

I am so glad that i was there to witness all these.... goodbye national stadium, u will always be in my heart!