Live like there's no tomorrow
Pls allow me to behave deep and spiritual for this 1 blog... I have to do it....
Recently heard from my friend that an ex colleague had passed away. Though the 1st thing that came to my mind when he mentioned "Shirley has passed away" was....WHO WAS SHIRLEY???
I really thought hard. then this young and pretty looking lady came to my mind. Yes, Shirley.. she joined the company shortly before I left hence not much memory. I even had lunch once with her. She's only 25 this year. And she's gone like this.... just suddenly.... I still can't believe it!
Life is sooo unpredictable.. anytime, anywhere.. you may just pass on to the other realm of life. It's a scary thought.
Many a times, when I am having those horrible migrains, I would think to myself " Is it brain tumour I am having? What should I do if it really is? Should I waste money seeking for treatment? What will happened to my parents? Who will take care of my mum and acoompany her? Will they be able to take the grief?
Gosh, I hate to even think about such things. I hope such thing will never happened. I dont wanna cause miseries to those who care for me. But then again, things are hard to say. Who knows what will happened tomorrow? next week? or next year? Will i still be blogging my life away to you?
Sigh sigh.. treasure everything you have now.. your family, your health, your everything...
And RIP Shirley...
While we were on the topic, my friend suddenly shot me " you better get a bf soon!"
I was like... huh? does a boyfriend guarantee my longevity??
Haha.... Though I would really like to have a bf, of course it has to be some1 i like, and vice versa. And this special someone has a hard time making his way to me... somehow lost along the way...
And I have practically wasted my Saturday away .. once again, as always...
I kept thinking I booked a driving lesson today at 2.10pm. Woke up this morning to m dismay that the sky was looking so gloomy. I dont wana drive in the rain. Even prayed in my heart to request for the rain to stop before my driving lesson. Or should I try cancelling the lesson? What time does my lesson end? Hmm... need to log on to BBDC website and check.
Enter.
huh!! no lesson today???
I was shocked! Then it slowly came to my mind that I was hesistating that time whether to book or not. In the end, I really didn't book. Haha.. and there i was whole time thinking abt my driving lesson. What a blur block!
But great, now I have the whole of Saturday to bum around, read and watch my new DVDs...
I dont know, but I AM really a Home person. I enjoyed hanging out at home. Thinking about the transport, the people, the crowd just put me off... I dont wanna be at orchard! I dont wanna be at suntec! I dont wanna be in town. I just wanna dressed ugly and bunk at home! I think I will be a happy housewife (or better still... Taitai!) in the future...
Yes, I hate working too...
And speaking of life uncertainties, I am going to do a crazy thing! Though not confirmed, but I will try my best to do it!
Recently heard from my friend that an ex colleague had passed away. Though the 1st thing that came to my mind when he mentioned "Shirley has passed away" was....WHO WAS SHIRLEY???
I really thought hard. then this young and pretty looking lady came to my mind. Yes, Shirley.. she joined the company shortly before I left hence not much memory. I even had lunch once with her. She's only 25 this year. And she's gone like this.... just suddenly.... I still can't believe it!
Life is sooo unpredictable.. anytime, anywhere.. you may just pass on to the other realm of life. It's a scary thought.
Many a times, when I am having those horrible migrains, I would think to myself " Is it brain tumour I am having? What should I do if it really is? Should I waste money seeking for treatment? What will happened to my parents? Who will take care of my mum and acoompany her? Will they be able to take the grief?
Gosh, I hate to even think about such things. I hope such thing will never happened. I dont wanna cause miseries to those who care for me. But then again, things are hard to say. Who knows what will happened tomorrow? next week? or next year? Will i still be blogging my life away to you?
Sigh sigh.. treasure everything you have now.. your family, your health, your everything...
And RIP Shirley...
While we were on the topic, my friend suddenly shot me " you better get a bf soon!"
I was like... huh? does a boyfriend guarantee my longevity??
Haha.... Though I would really like to have a bf, of course it has to be some1 i like, and vice versa. And this special someone has a hard time making his way to me... somehow lost along the way...
And I have practically wasted my Saturday away .. once again, as always...
I kept thinking I booked a driving lesson today at 2.10pm. Woke up this morning to m dismay that the sky was looking so gloomy. I dont wana drive in the rain. Even prayed in my heart to request for the rain to stop before my driving lesson. Or should I try cancelling the lesson? What time does my lesson end? Hmm... need to log on to BBDC website and check.
Enter.
huh!! no lesson today???
I was shocked! Then it slowly came to my mind that I was hesistating that time whether to book or not. In the end, I really didn't book. Haha.. and there i was whole time thinking abt my driving lesson. What a blur block!
But great, now I have the whole of Saturday to bum around, read and watch my new DVDs...
I dont know, but I AM really a Home person. I enjoyed hanging out at home. Thinking about the transport, the people, the crowd just put me off... I dont wanna be at orchard! I dont wanna be at suntec! I dont wanna be in town. I just wanna dressed ugly and bunk at home! I think I will be a happy housewife (or better still... Taitai!) in the future...
Yes, I hate working too...
And speaking of life uncertainties, I am going to do a crazy thing! Though not confirmed, but I will try my best to do it!
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