deaths...

this morning, i witnessed a sad scene...
passed by an accident site in bt batok ( a route which i will use almost everyday). 1st i saw the lorry, then some cars... and later... i saw a white cloth...
yes.. some1 was killed in the accident. the corpse was in the middle of the road.. I guess its a pedestrian.. sigh...
i feel so sad.. life is so fragile. Any1 could just die like this... without any warning. The deceased could be some1's mum/dad/son/daughter/brother/sister, and at that point of time when they leave this world, what were their kins doing? How will they accept the fact that some1 dear to them was takened away from them?

Pls pls.. i would never want that to happen to me...or my dears....

Wonder if it's bcoz im old or what, i started to think death can happen very easily... and it's actually a blessing to be alive.. so many people die daily... due to illnesses or accidents or whatever. so we shd be glad that we are alive now...

Anyway RIP to the 1 who was takened away...

This is the 2nd time i witnessed a death on the road. But luckily, i was spared the agony of looking at the aftermath. it is already very devastating to see the covered corpse. i think i will just go crazy if i see the bloody scene..
I learnt that I am very afriad of blood... lotsa blood make my legs jellysoft
I still vividly remember the pool of blood from my papa's head... it was so freaky scary...
i remembered once i saw another road accident, and the casualty was bleeding from the head....

sigh.. sometimes... vehicles are so evil.... can we actually build something which can soften the impact?

life is short... hence should we actually just drop everything and enjoy life? or should we treasure every moment and work hard?
should we actually spend all we want, coz we never know if there is still a tomorrow for us, or should we save lotsa $ for old age?
should we live the life that we want to live, or should we put our family as priority?
you see.. life is full of dilemma... u cant just have the best of both worlds....

dont know.. juz praying to stay alive for as long as i can!

today.. in office... quite fun... coz my dept guys like abit crazy... sometimes i really love them alot... esp my boss...
he ordered a lcd monitor for himself, and surprise surprise.. he ordered 1 for me too!
when i know abt it, i was quite touched... but on 2nd thoughts.. i was thinking... shit man!!! means my screen will be more obvious to people... i cant surf my net n chat as much as i hope to. coz now im using a notebook and i always use my body to cover my screen so people cant see what i am doing...

sigh.... its not such a good move from him afterall.
then he wanted to test his projector... and he need a powepoint. then he said... what do i do without jane? i tink i will die....
yea... then he came over and use my powerpoint... -_-

and when i was about to leave, this mp came over... hes the high up guy who always come catch old man 1....
he smiled at me (surprisingly coz he always look so fierce), hence i pluck up my courage and asked: permission to go home?
wahhaa.. i know... im crappy too
then he said.... go lah... its already so late.. u shd go home at 530 what... follow ak's timing

wahahhaaa.. funny... every1 is crazy!!!!!!
well.. life is short... get as crazy as u can!!!!

take care people!