what is love?

love is a weird thing... and confusing.. and complicated.. and... clueless

life is short... the max i give to live is 80 years old... why do people lingered in those love of sadness.. where there is no joy, but sufferings?

i wunt do it anymore.....
love it, or leave it..

its wonderful to find some1 whom u can fall in love, and likewise he will love u back. but for me... i guess its tough.... been on the love quest for like.... 4-5 years.... its stil an empty page.... why? whats the problem? i dont know... fate has not yet arrived i supposed... and i consider too much to plunge myself into a relationship. he must not fall below my expectation, and sometimes i have tough expectations... tats why so far, it's still empty.

As i aged, i have become more n more practical... no more "love bread". Love bread wont make me happy... i need at least a love pizza! n its a realistic and harsh world which we are living in, where $ really talks... people may say "with love, everything works out fine". that is so wrong. it only happened in fairy tales, or in movies... or at most.. it will only stand true for 1 month in real life. how can we ever survive without $???

And also, i will wait for no 1.... take it, or leave it.

i dont have much youth to be waiting for the particular someone.. and its silly...

N i wunt allow myself to be hurt anymore...

sometimes, i would tell myself not to think so much, and just engaged myself in a relationship... but i just cant.....

shd i still hang on to this belief? or shd i start being selfish and refuse to believe in karma?

i really feel like throwin myself into an exciting romance... and who cares about whatever people feel? its my life! its now or never....

These are just some of the thoughts i have about love. anyway... happy vday!