i am sooooo bored.... that i decide to blog again....

some people ask me how m i celebrating today...
my reply: not celebrating
(sounds cool huh?)

dont know why.. dont have the mood/urge to celebrate.. maybe its bcoz i am old? or bcoz my grandpa juz passed away(so i shouldnt be celebrating).. juz dun have the urge lah...

But then.. lookin back... how did i spend my birthdays?

I remembered that I was never home for dinner ever since.. dunno when.. so this year.. is different.. coz i will be at home eating dinner... hahah

I used to think.. birthdays are for celebrating outside with my friends, having as much fun as i can.. now.. i no longer have this thinking.

I cant really recall every single year of celebration...

I remembered my 21st birthday.. was spent very peacefully too... went to mount faber with my boyfriend(back then) to enjoy the night breeze... rather low profile huh? i thought 21st should be smashing party... hahaa
When I was 22... i remembered i went to... opps... i 4got the name of the club. but its that 1 @ specialist center... yes.. went to chiong.... was quite happy... coz a special guy turned up... was really happy about it...

Last year... went to have dinner with my 2 close friends... just a normal dinner.....

oh man.. my life hasnt been very exciting! hahaa or is it that my memory is failing me?